THE JOURNAL


THE JOURNAL #1

What to put in and what to leave out
is a conceit of editors. Geologists
know there is always more missing
to the record than rock columns can show.
Your cover will be blown
regardless of your skills.
Sometimes it's best to let people
know who you are before you begin.
Pull the car over and park.
Get out your little hammer
and tap away. You know
how much depends upon luck.
You don't always know
how lucky you are.

Jim Bodeen
12 October 2017



Storypath/Cuentocamino: AUTUMN DAYS

Storypath/Cuentocamino: AUTUMN DAYS: SEPTEMBER MEDITATIONS, THE MANUSCRIPT It is enough to sit with great trees and wonder, wild with wonder from a wilder God and an earli...

AFTER REXROTH, AGAIN

AFTER REXROTH'S TRANSLATION OF TU FU

Baseball playoffs and Hurricanes
have me pushing the back-and-forth
button on the television after dinner.
I look up and away from the screen
at the walls where my wife
hung her landscape quilt
of the Oregon Coast earlier
in the day, sun-streaming
threaded surf
made from cheesecloth
crashing cotton shoreline.

Jim Bodeen
7 October 2017

BICYCLING

RECALLING THE REPETITIONS OF PEDDLING,
A GOOD RIDE, RECOILING AND RECALL


Back from ride. Drops in the eyes.
Eyes good. Karen back from coffee.
A showing with her quilt. Healthy eyes.
My ride goes up Washington Ave
to the end. Johnny Wright singing Hello Vietnam.
I pull into an orchard between pears and apples,
glean an apple from the ground, Honey Crisp?,
sweet. Crunchy. Eating with one hand on bars
until I stop at light and turn on to 72d,
a 50-year old song booming
Or freedom will start slipping through our hands
fires we don't put out will bigger burn,
riding the sidewalk. This stretch full
of dumpsters with grass clippings,
this being Tuesday. It's quite a weave,
but walk free of glass. Last week one
handle bar clips a mailbox and I end up
in a private drive, but on my feet.
West Valley Library's between two lights
and I pull into bike rack and lock up.
Carrying a back pack just in case.
Check out new books. Pull out What the Hell happened?
Election of 2016, by the Rolling Stone editor,
walk to call number 759, to see if the Wyeth
books have come in. They haven't.
But this: 12 Centuries of Japanese Imperial Art,
carry it to the reading section, find this poem,
anonymous calligraphy, Let our Way, poetry
That we have rightly received
From the age of the gods
Not want in this world!
I take pictures with my IPhone
and when I get home find I don't have
some info in book I need. Sloppy work.
I'll pay for that and never know when!
Replacing both books on shelves
I'm back on my bike, peddling
uphill to light at Summitview,
shifting down into first gear
on middle sprocket, avoiding goatheads
as I wobble. It's mainly downhill from here,
fast all the way home, but lots of glass,
why is that? glass I know is here,
but fail to anticipate every time.
Zig-zag some, then safe past 64th
one mile to on flat paved shoulder
back to Washington and home.
Bump-stocks in Las Vegas bounce.
Like a song of repetition.
Bouncing. What gets easier comes
with leg strength and peddling.
Familiarity of the common.
Words in journals banging,
this ride ends at home with my
index finger on the automatic garage door opener.

Jim Bodeen
4-5 October 2017

Infinite Flow Wheel Chair Ballet

September Meditation #15



On the lawn in Ashland, Infinite Flow, the Wheelchair Ballet--bringing all this movement, asking these questions without actually asking them. So confusing, so wonder-making. One gets so dizzy.

All that has been painted over

NAGGING QUESTIONS

       for J. H.

How did you get here? the writer
asks the interviewer. They're talking
about aps. Siri. Navigators.
Camped outside of a theatre town
in Oregon, my wife gives me direction,
but even she's plugged in, relaying
information about the locals.
We're camped off Indian Road
following the green sign,
but Google's voice photographs
an earlier planet, advising a left
off Dead Indian Road.
Looking closer at the green sign,
come closer to local history
by noting what's been painted
over in off-color green.
How did you get here?

Jim Bodeen
28 September 2017

Elevation

ELEVATION

The way the voice came off the page
in letters never left him. That line of Whitman's
he loved so much, O what is it
makes me tremble so at voices,
resurfaced again. Nothing like it
could be found in so many poems.
Seemingly unrelated things,
and then the Journal. He'd kept
one with discipline four decades.
Where ever he looked, it spoke.

Jim Bodeen
29 September 2017