Sunrise with Grandpa

 *

Sunrise with Grandpa

Mama Bear and her two cubs

Josh and Kate, 15


Jim Bodeen

29 July 2021

LAST SECOND HICCUP


Leaving the house

for mountains

coffee in hand,

boots in the other,

closing door

with my fingers

the shoelace

from the boot

in my hand

stuck in the locked door


Jim Bodeen

26 July 2021

TO THE QUILTER, LUCILLE CLIFTON, WHO CAME ON BOARD

 

TO THE QUILTER, LUCILLE CLIFTON,

WHO CAME ON BOARD WITH THE BLESSING OF THE BOATS


Your poems arrive with pie cherries

from a friend. The dedication, BF,

ma, mommy, grandma, lu,

on pages laid out with so much space

each line relaxes into itself,

your embracing arms.

Michael Glaser and Kevin Young careful.


My mother’s name, Lucille.

A granddaughter, 15, with your names in the middle.

A foundation and brick. Book coming in at 769 pages,

and this is betterness


These are good times

and when these poems come out

I’m just back from Viet Nam,

still don’t know how I found them.

my mama moved among the days

like a dream walker in a field

you’re born in 1936, where I’m going,

quilter. The Colorist Rex DeLoney

brings Colorist Rosie Lee Tompkins

into our family with a painting

he calls Quilt for Rosie Lee,

you two born in the same year,

you two shaping ways we breathe.


Rosie Lee faces my wife Karen,

two quilters while I read

somewhere in the other where

lines collapsing around

the yellow-eyed woman

looking at us in a living room

where/ alchemists mumble over pots


*


Your uncollected poems up front

and throughout, the R.I.P.

5/23/67 for Langston

Oh who gone remember now like it was

the early capital letters, Dear Mama,

all that i do

i do for you


Adhering to gift principles

the gift must always move

poems and quilts blessed by the pastor

they’re all women now

Lucille entering with Rosie Lee

my mother Lucille, too,

like she just got off the bus.

House full of Cele and Lucy and Lu.

Mysterious Luz Belle, smiles

all around coming from El Salvador,

these blessings moving things around

every poet envious of shaman fingers

I get your poems for the pastor

leaving songs of Rhiannon Giddens

by your portrait on jacket of the book.

I read your Crazy Horse poems.

Spirit bird women all

I promise pastor a slice of cherry pie.


*


What’s going on here in poems

happens in needle and thread,

happens in pillow cases

of transfigurations.


Tony Morrison chides scholars.

Where’s the work on Clifton?


Page beautiful forces my read in kind.


Tiny mirrored squared bullets in black ink.


look i am the one what burned down the dew drop inn


I would write on that line and the willie poems


Precision of voice and story, direct line to and from danger

with a truckload of library credibility

and direct access to archives.


Liminal space on pages with time to breathe and recover between poems.


Burning pages. Women at kitchen table. Cherry pie.


In the meantime. I’d go there. Already and Not Yet.


Old Testament witness


Animal blood, night vision, certainties

All that is uncollected belonging and here, part of us,


merciful meaning, mean, meantime


All for mama, all of it, quilts taken down from walls warming,


scholarship of the heart mama’s burning poems remaining


Jim Bodeen

July, 2021





Sometimes That's How it Goes, Building Libraries

 

SOMETIMES THAT’S HOW IT GOES,


building libraries. Derek Sheffield’s

Not for Luck, for instance, brought

to Mt. Virginia for Nick, who wanted

to talk poems. Bringing it

from the Mothership,

I’d forgotten Derek begins

with this Lucille Clifton epigraph,

And the grains of dust would gather

themselves along the streets

and spell out, These too are your children.

This too is your child.


Opening the front door of Mt. Virginia,

I ask, This elegance, too, a child of God,

because Lucille Clifton’s new collected

rests on the dining room table.

I know this because I put it there.

Here I am with Derek again,

Especially What Needs Saying,

his title, It never stops this reserve

of doing what needs doing.

Nick lost his father two years ago,

writes about him now, but that’s not

why I brought Not for Luck for him.

Nor is It for the ink color switch

so beautiful in Luck on the cover.

I brought it for how Derek has found

a way to go beyond his teacher

without having to be better than,

or even to take his teacher out.

How Derek and Kevin became

better at love together. That,

that’s an important thing to know.


Thresholds bring the damnedest

surprises. And how to tell Nick

I’m not giving him this book

I brought for him after-all.

After this. It’s going to Megan

who runs Mt. Virginia

with a family of women

running a retreat house B&B.

She’s left trail markers for guests

walking the forest, mapped

for people who come to see.

She showed her movie last night

on the environment. She’s

a tree planter. Derek’s poems

might be gnomes in the library.

Gnomes too. Gold fish

in the black pond

and all that attracts light.


Jim Bodeen

13 July 2021

When the Hummingbird Appears

 

WHEN THE HUMMINGBIRD APPEARS


I’m here to make a poem.

--Deborah A. Miranda


Carry coffee to cairns

setting red clay cup

on road, spilling

as I kneel

before the stones

losing balanced


Righting myself

sun at my back

I replace several flat

stones

that have fallen

during the night


It is early

and I am up

doing my work


Jim Bodeen

20 July 2021

MEANTIME VISIONS OF CHRIST AND YOU

 

MEANTIME VISIONS OF CHRIST AND YOU

        --for Phil Garrison


You may be right, pastor,

what you say about us,

speaking of all of us,

impersonal you

being nothing,

only our I and us,

or our you as nothing,

without your You,

you may be right,

but your language, your...


*


You breathe the water awake.


Jay Wright


*


The poet who welcomed me back

from war more than half century past,

count from 1968,

who, in the middle of that time

made the peyote desert journey

writes me that drug tourists

are stamping out the blossoms

for the name changing ceremony.


Jim Bodeen

10-11 July 2021

MIDNIGHT FOUND POEM

PRIVATE MESSAGE

FOUND POEM

FROM MY PASTOR FRIEND


“I stopped writing on January 6th.”


Jim Bodeen

Midnight

9 July 2021