Storypath/Cuentocamino: : THE DAY OF MY BIRTH, THE DAY OF THE BOMB
CHAIN SAW OIL, BIRD FEEDER, SWIMMING POOL
CHAIN SAW OIL, BIRD FEEDER, SWIMMING POOL
The one subject that is truly worthy of a Christian poet:
The great Mystery of God, revealing his mercy to us in Christ.
Thomas Merton, Art & Spirituality
God for Troublemakers and Tom Merton.
What the chain saw makes possible.
Cut birch limbs fire length, bind them
with rope and display them with stones.
Tough beauty to throw or burn. Find a way
to say you’re not too old. The poet,
if he is one, goes to work. His chain saw
gets him a pass with neighbors and
New World Sparrows. Gayle walks Lucy
by garden porch on extended leash.
May she not get caught and fall. Birds,
here, foraging, bathing, frolicking.
They must mate after their bath,
pretending it’s Sunday afternoon.
Their crowned striped heads shine
full of rich Nyger seeds. High quality
thistles, these, spilled seeds from
feeder by the Finches. We’re with them,
Karen and I. We travel in different
circles from Melania and Don.
My cookies for Camp Hope tomorrow
are counted and stored. King Arthur’s
Best Chip Cookie. Two sticks
Land O’Lakes Butter, three kinds
of chocolate, calling for two full cups
of oatmeal pulsed into flour. A cup
of raisins. Protein breakfast for dessert
following the meal of Sloppy Joe’s
and Cole Slaw. Karen’s in her chair.
The cantaloupe and melon
I cut fresh came from this Earth
which we love dearly. All is not
well in the Gulf of Hormuz.
Constant improvising to fix
problems they themselves created.
I think I mentioned the swimming pool.
I’ll get there. I try for 32 minutes
acting as much like mating birds
as I can imagine. This life, this
blessed, blessed life.
Jim Bodeen
11-15 April 2026
WITH SO MANY THINGS TO GET RIGHT
WITH SO MANY THINGS TO GET RIGHT
for Jim Hanlen
I’m in the free car wash line reading your poem.
The Mountain’s so kind to greet you,
Mountain meets Poet.
This is Grand Opening.at Ducky Car Wash.
Free All Day.
You can’t tip the workers getting wet.
I say to the man in the necktie,
You’re a bunch of cheap Sons of Bitches.
Other things have to do with cookies.
I’ve found the best oatmeal raisin cookies in town.
Winco and Rosauer’s tied for Best Cookie.
Only Oatmeal Raisin. Winco ‘s three bucks cheaper
for a dozen. They’re not as pretty
but they include pecans.
I told the baker at Rosauer’s she doesn’t get
extra points for what the cookies look like.
The manager at Winco refuses my offer
of the Rosauer cookie. Take me
to the baker, I say, a bit over the top.
I’m still in line at the Car Wash,
writing you with thumbs on my phone.
The boys are wearing ties—neck ties.
I’m pissed they can’t take tips.
You could walk out with real money
in your pockets at 5 o’clock..
500 bucks maybe a grand with tips.
Jim Bodeen
He cracks a tiny smile when I tell him to organize.
I’ll help with the strike if we can drop the wipe-down rags
at 2 pm when lines are long.
You don’t think I’m serious, do you? I say.
I’m on your side, brother.
I’ll show your guys what to do
with those ties on our way to the street.
ON NOT BEING HERE AT EASTER
ON NOT BEING HERE AT EASTER
for KLP
This will be different than your birthday poem
at 20, Kate—that one, so much fun. Yet
listening to you on the phone today
talking with grandma, my tear ducts
emptied at the sound of your voice.
I’ll write, I said. I’m working on an old
word, vocation. Tom Merton, monk,
calls it our work: deep interior.
Your reading tonight from the Dharmapada.
Practical stuff saying, Thrive.
Buddhas only point the way.
Vocation comes from the divine,
a summons. What you do
as a way of life. If I say anymore
mystery disappears. Over the phone,
I remember saying, Be our roshi.
Love, Grandpa
31 March 2026
IN THE PEW READING MERTON WHILE BELL RINGERS PRACTICE RINGING
IN THE PEW, READING MERTON
WHILE BELL RINGERS PRACTICE RINGING
BEFORE WORSHIP, THE SMART PHONE
IN MY POCKET CALLS ME,
And when the phone call comes,
my friend has been pulled over by police
without a license. Would I come
and get him? He’s close. It’s Palm Sunday.
Jesus on a donkey.
And when the grace is gone
we no longer seem to reflect on it.
His car is in the church parking lot now.
He’s walking. And my car is on the curb
where he was stopped. This is what
I know of what’s real and what’s not.
He sits beside me in the pew
and I hand him back his keys.
I thought I had resolved the problem.
I guess not. I do not know who is
speaking these words. Him or me.
For any problem you got. Here we go.
Two choirs surround me singing.
Two choirs singing and ringing.
Jim Bodeen
Palm Sunday, 2026
NOTE TO PASTOR JILL ROSS WITNESSING AT THE BORDER
NOTE TO PASTOR JILL ROSS WITNESSING AT THE BORDER
We lift up our eyes to You in heaven,
O God of eternity, wishing we were poorer,
more silent and more mortified.
Thomas Merton, Dialogues with Silence
Happy Birthday, Pastor Jill.
Thank you for praying for me.
You’ve always been a monk like that, praying for others.
You make things easier.
And Merton.
When I found him in 1968, just back from Vietnam,
I didn’t know his body was already gone.
I wouldn’t know for certain
until after I was sure he’d gotten
that photograph from the other side
of the mountain.
For those looking for that photograph
is something I pray for. I was reading Four Quartets
with Brother David in the garden.
I wanted to say these things without using words.
I didn’t know how. All I had was Happy Birth Day
Two words. Hyphenated. I didn’t know about the bombs
when I went to bed. Lucky for Merton.
I thought maybe you could feel my breathing.
Or maybe, maybe, you knew I was walking
by hearing my footsteps.
Jim
2 March 2026
LOVE IN 2026 AND BEYOND
LOVE IN 2026 AND BEYOND
for Barb and Cragg
My hope is in what the eye has never seen.
Thomas Merton, Dialogue with Silence
So many flowers.
So much paint.
So much material to work with.
Silk butterflies from Japan.
So many ways to remember
Harriet Powers. So much gathered
testimony. So many threads.
Barb, Karen, Harriet.
So many mothers of beauty.
The yellow iris bulb is a world.
Jim
5 March 2026
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