WILLIAM ARROWSMITH'S NOTES
SECTION
IN HIS TRANSLATIONS OF EUGENIO MONTALE'S POEMS
READ LIKE ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OF SPRING
TAKING ME DEEPER INTO THE GARDEN OF VOICES
The voice, in short,
in which poetry, fusing with life, becomes incarnate spirit, language ablaze,
with something like divinity. "Syria"
(1951-52), Notes, p. 732. William Arrowsmith, The Collected Poems of Eugenio Montale 1925-1977.
Beach reading pitiless holiday,
grandchildren surround me,
digging sand dollars inflecting
multiplying treasures of rainbow,
citing ancients on poetry
as a ladder to God, Montale
excuses himself. Daily decency
after reading names
in mid-day sun
memorial at Sant' Anna.
Desert flowers, lost shoe horns,
every written line evoking
road, underlined, referenced.
All I want in Little Testament,
no longer able to memorize.
Return to time among children
tenderness and cruelty
no love for God or opinions,
they make nature theirs
without worshipping.
Can I go back?
Dig my toes into sand.
Walk the beach.
Sandals and rain jacket.
Hooded for wind,
with my phone for photos,
finding sun reflecting foam
in tide pools. Clouds in sky,
clouds in sand. Close-up, abstracted
for patterns. The road
ahead
is not a way. So
beautiful.
Like jazz. Grasses with shadows
drawn towards early sun,
one burnt log banking sand
in earlier wind, stammering
like that log, sastrugi sand,
rousing language. Happy
kids selling washing machines.
A way out of memory,
mind. Where I find,
Heat, Lightning. Where
the poet laureate found it.
Did it make them brothers?
Children face the ocean
with two shovels, animated
themselves by sea, surf
pounding 12-year old hearts.
Me in sinking lawn chair
Me in sinking lawn chair
rocking, wool gloves
around my fingers writing
in a notebook. I have also
spent my life facing
memorials luchando\
mi fé, finding
confidence
in the other, in others,
my other, now in Arrowsmith's
Montale: dissolved
into other, at the point
just before saying yes--
elsewhere, too, partly
how we apprehend
what children inhabit,
ineffably, momentarily, again.
Jim Bodeen
3-5 April 2018
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