ZOOMING WITH ARNY MINDELL

 

ZOOMING WITH ARNY MINDELL


Aowie    Aoweee    lord hold it

listen listen sing


Burn your wood

Burn your word


And turn those skis

turn those skis


Snow lover snow lover

all of us dreams


trying to happen

toys accumulate for you


in our waiting garage

with your brother’s wooden


wagon what a coma state it is!

It is dreaming the body


we’ve met before we have we have

we’ve met before and I remember too


it was my mother calling

in that upturned canoe at Yachats


I heard you Mom

I hear you now


This is world work dance

You were always an elder

           

                     oH mA mA


I’m weaker now

the boat is tethered to Well River


down from the Milky Way

it’s just a process moving along


getting rid of what no longer serves

talking like this to the eyelash


yes yes you’re coming through the flowing

This talking with the eyelash


Jim Bodeen

23 August 2024

LATE AUGUST, FRIDAY

 

LATE AUGUST, FRIDAY


Waking in bed counting days

Remember to pee in empty lemonade jar

Pour the urine into compost

adding acid to compliment coffee grounds

extracting the last heat of summer


Now you can get on your bicycle

and pedal one time

around the development

Karen will join you

on the porch for coffee

when you return


Last night children

taught the nation

how to pronounce Kamala’s name

The child on the right

(watching tv in the living room) says,

Comma, like the punctuation mark,

and the child on the left, says,

Sing it, la,

and then, the two combining

their parts in unison, say,

Follow along (We are the world)

Kamala, Kamala


Karen’s had her Pacemaker 105 days

Her electric heart beat

75 days before the election

One number grows

One number counts towards zero

This afternoon I’ll turn the compost

And the dreaming doesn’t end

when the morning comes


Jim Bodeen

23 August 2024

PRUNING THE BIRCH TREES OUT BACK

 

PRUNING THE BIRCH TREES OUT BACK


               What are we really devoted to?

               That is the question.

                   --Dietrich Bonhoeffer, “The Simplicity of the Carefree Life”


                ...and her willingness to be wounded

                     Big Ammachi, The Covenant of Water

                     Abraham Verghese


All morning pruning in birch trees,

on three ladders. Lifting branches

maintaining shade, pyramids reaching

towards 40 feet, lost in their bright


white bark. Paper white, carrying

childhood images of mid-west natives

in books rowing in canoes knife-

hewn from slender trunks


of beauty. Jacquemontii Birch,

upright like a boy’s journey to be

a man, planted here in middle age

when I was still permitted on ladders.


I tell myself it’s a good ladder,

Sky from the Retreat Fire

mostly clear, but it’s getting warm,

inching towards 90. I’ve got another


hour. Big limbs down, on pavers.

Will I do this again? The wood is soft.

Forgive me for thinking that my life

is all that matters, she thinks


from the back seat of the bus.

Betula is Latin for Birch.

Trunks 36 inches in diameter.

I measured them. There are three,


planted beside a Blood Good Maple,

and the towering elder Blaze Maple

with its crown towering over garden

and deck of this sanctuary. Each tree


with its own vision, repeating itself new

every day. Pied beauty, all things counter,

Father Hopkins. The pruner, sharp

in my left hand, questions my eye,


never my devotion. Table and stone,

shade-rested, wait for friends. Karen

calls me the old man on my birthday

kissing me on the lips in the garden.


Betule jacquemontii, upriht, pyrimadal

known for its bright white back.

Yellow fall foliage for fall and winter interest

Betula, is Latin for birch.


Native to western Himalayas,

the whitest bark of all birch.

Fewer vein pairs per leaf

Sometimes call white-barked Himalayan birch.


First described and named by Edouaard S. Spach

in 1841. A French botanist named the tree to honor

French botanist and geologist Victor Jacquemont, best

known for his travels in India and who died at 31.


Great tree for shade garden

likes snow in winter, likes water.

A pioneer species, grow fast when young.

Seed dispersal, crucial, over distance


and in large numbers. Small, abundant seeds

strong winds can carry a long ways, blanketing habitats.

Pasternak himself is a birch tree

in Doctor Zhivago. Closer, the tree of life


to Anishinaabe culture. Wiigwaasabak.

Baskets for berries. Medicine, shelter.

Hug the birch tree, Mama,

I’m your boy, I was never lost.


Bonhoeffer says the old man

must die. Writing on baptism,

on one page, he says it four times:

The old man must die.


The pollen is thin, powdery,

and green when maturing, turning yellow

or brown when fully mature. 

Birch trees are wind pollinated,


and a single tree can produce

5-and-a-half million pollen grains.

The pollen's texture makes it easy

for wind to carry and release. Canopy


here, a rest stop. Late Middle English

from medieval Latin, canopeum,

ceremonial, a mosquito net, curtains

from the Greek. So far from home,


what I mess I’ve made at my feet.

From lopper to pruner to scissors,

my old man’s hands set aside largest

limbs for sculpture dream displays,


while cutting limbs into basket-making

length, others into twigs until they’ll

fit inside garden pickup bins. All

crossing limbs gone, what roses teach--


There is the cross--And two birches

by the gate are forced to step aside for it--

Yuri, Doctor Z--summer hanging on, disputing

shorter days, vision ever-new.


Jim Bodeen

15 July—18 August 2024

THE WOMAN ASKS ABOUT THE PIN ON MY SHIRT

 














IN THE NARTHEX, FOLLOWING WORSHIP,

THE WOMAN ASKS ABOUT THE PIN

ON MY SHIRT JUST ABOVE THE POCKET

            for my jeweler, Marty Lovins


First thing, Do you see the bottlecap?

What? The bottlecap. The bottlecap.

OK. Inside the bottlecap, find the silver.

Yes, the silver. A lump of silver.

It has a molten look, like it’s running,

like hot lava. That’s the silver when it’s dumped

into ice and freezes. Do you see it frozen?

OK. Find the wire. The wire in the middle

of the silver. When the wire gets tied

onto the bottle cap, the silver

becomes a bag. Find the bag.

Good. Inside that bag

is where I keep my treasure.


Jim Bodeen

11 August 2024





ON FINISHING 'THE COVENANT OF WATER'

 

ON FINISHING THE COVENANT OF WATER

            --for Abraham Verghese


Two final paragraphs before me

in the long novel, my wife opens

the back door, telling me

she’s home. My back’s to her

on the porch. Put your arms


on my back, quick.

I need you to hear this.

I hadn’t read these words myself.

That’s how I’m able to sustain

the moment. Rub my shoulders.

...there was never anything healing…

one could only be.” She gave me

that moment, her hands on me,

something moving, something returning

to her through her touch, as I read

to us, through indifference,

this water, this water,

this water chant.


Jim Bodeen

9-12 August 2024



JEWELS ON HIS BIRTHDAY 79 YEARS AFTER NAGASAKI



JEWELS ON HIS BIRTHDAY


                    79 YEARS AFTER NAGASAKI


                     What I tell you in the darkness, speak ye in the light.

                                        Gospel of Matthew


                (an epigraph of Bonhoeffer’s,

                writing in The Cost of Discipleship)


                          for Marty Lovins


Bottle cap and a bag of gold

That’s what this is. This pin

on my t-shirt. Wire-tied.

That’s how one keeps his medicine.


Jim Bodeen

9 August 2024