AT THE END OF THE WEEK, YOU WONDER ABOUT US

 

 AT THE END OF THE WEEK


                         You wonder about us


Karen had come to bed

with news of the fires, the numbers

of people left with nothing, saying,

We’ll go as soon as we can

go through our clothes, maybe tomorrow.


Summer fires leave families

on the reservation without a toothbrush.

Homes are gone.

Just north of the res another fire breaks out

beside the fireworks stand. Red and blue lights

flashing with the flames. Platoons

of men in hard hats and hoses.

The long house in Toppenish is locked up.

At the health clinic a woman gives us directions

to the community center in White Swan.

They ask where we are from

when we sign in, mother, daughter, boy friend,

grateful clothes are sized, too. Perfect,

Perfect—what we need now, broom,

mops, Lysol, Windex, wipes.


We are so far from the news

Everything is news.

They ask us if we want to stay for lunch.


A display behind glass at the health center

catches my eye. June is Men’s month.

Footballs and hats in front of these stats:

Men more than 17% likely than women

to have cancer, 50% more likely to have hearing loss,

50% more likely than women to die of heart disease--

and yet men 50% less likely to seek preventative care.

Women outnumber men 8 to 1 by age of 100.

There’s a bicycle chain here. Condoms

in all colors, paint guns for war games,

a yellow softball. More numbers:

75% of suicides are by men,

Smokers die ten years earlier than non-smokers,

eat fruit and vegetables, get 150 minutes

of exercise a week. Wear blue for your son, husband,

friend on June 16, Men’s Month. Bundled

sage to clear the air.

The community center

for the Yakama Nation’s located

at the White Swan Ranger Station..

Signs tell people information they need.

How many in the family. Ages. Sizes.

The area they’re from.


Karen wants to keep going.

We stop in front of St. Mary’s Catholic Church.

At Signal Creek Road. Established 1889.

Ft. Simcoe’s another ten miles out.

My friend Cy started teaching at Ft. Simcoe.

Job training then, state park now.

I get out of the car and photograph

peeling paint of the old wagon,

the rusting wheels, sunshine and shadows

underneath coming from afternoon sun.

The U.S. Army arrives in 1856.

Mool -Mool Spring Village sprung here

from bubbling waters before Lewis and Clark.

We’ll return to White Swan

to eat at the Hub, the only place to eat,

across from the high school. School’s

out for summer, but it’s full of young people

happy to be here, see friends.

We split a hamburger, called The Charger--

looking at photos on walls--

100 years old we’ve never seen.

The Indian School, Strive to Achieve,

and more than a dozen pictures of Celilo Falls.

Black and White. First parsonage

of the Methodist Church, 1870.

This is Turtle Island.

Braided men in hats playing Stick Games.

The new phone camera picks up details

one can’t see in the pictures.

Eating a hamburger in a booth, the camera

zooms in on families fishing

on wet wood platforms over the Falls. Light

reflects on glass mixing with river spray,

French fries, my notebook, all wet.

No one’s fishing there now. The night before,

on television, the state of our nation

all seemed under water watching

lie after lie. My own President lost.

We’re miles from that now.

Even the fries feel right, healthy,

no high fructose syrup in the ketchup.

We take the long road home,

in and out of Fort Road, criss-crossing

the Laterals I and A, Branch again,

and graveled corners. Slow

it down. Stopping for peanuts and

cherries at the fruit stand in Union Gap.

Gary Pucket’s not here and the gap

widens. Saint’s Barber shop

in white, Where a Man Can Be a Man

and curl his mustache, Saint the Barber,

white washed right here. Blue Barber Pole

on top, mounted. It’s stunning what we believe.

All of it. These days in June.

Women at work.

Wear blue for the fathers,

wear blue for friends and co-workers.

Wear blue for your country.

The fire season is just getting started.


Jim Bodeen

20-29 June 2024



HIGH SUMMER LISTENING

 HIGH SUMMER LISTENING


        Can’t sleep. I walk the shadows on the floor.

            --Eliot Weinberger, The Life of Tu Fu


My wife comes to bed talking of the fires.

So many homeless on the reservation.

I have clothes and the people don’t have a thing.

There’s a place we can take them what they need.

We’ll do this in the morning.


Jim Bodeen

24 June 2024

SHALLOW-DOWN SUNDAY

 SHALLOW-DOWN SUNDAY


        The stir is over.

         --Yurii Zhivago


Under white birch trees

Bird song, Pasternak poems

Strawberry sun jam


Jim Bodeen

23 June 2024

AFTER TU FU

 [MY WIFE COMES TO BED

AND I TELL HER I WANT TO RECITE HER A POEM

AFTER TU FU--HERE IT IS]


When my old woman

comes to bed

and lays her body down

for me to rub the muscles

in her back, she says,

My body hurts all over

and you’re always finding

the places that hurt the most


I’m rubbing her back

when she asks,

Which Tu Fu poem is that?


Jim Bodeen

15 June 2024






TWO POEMS ABOUT GOD

 

TWO POEMS ABOUT GOD


When I came back from war

I took an acting class

in the evening

at the local college


the teacher said to me,

Come out in the hall with me, Jim,

I want to show you

how to walk into a room


*


Years later, decades,

after I went blind

and paralyzed

on the right side

I used to see a man

about my dreams


for two years

I did this once a week

The day I told him

this would be my last visit

he said to me,

Jim, you’re only

interested

in writing the poem


Jim Bodeen

12 June 2024

THE INNER PATTERN

 THE INNER PATTERN


Following the brushing

of the teeth


head straight

to the refrigerator


Jim Bodeen

17 June 2024

Storypath/Cuentocamino: : EVERYTHING IS A GREAT FAMILY TOGETHER

Storypath/Cuentocamino: : EVERYTHING IS A GREAT FAMILY TOGETHER: EVERYTHING IS A GREAT FAMILY TOGETHER   TEXT FOR STILL PICTURES Graduation time and this year two of our grandchildren, cousins of twin...

BOATS ON A HOSPITAL WALL




 







BOATS ON A HOSPITAL WALL


[While the beloved is in surgery, the man stands in front of a triptych of fused glass called Healing Hands * Caring Heart, by the artist Richard La Londe. The Triptych is a gift to Good Samaritan Hospital, Puyallup, Washington from the artist, and was installed in 2005.]


                               --an empty journey on that Star River raft


                               --..and immortals set out again in their boat.

                                   Autumn Thoughts, Tu Fu, trans. By David Hinton


I. A hand pulls back a sea-green curtain

The curtain is a waterfall

a river fish jumping white water

to the ocean. Morning sun fish

before outstretched eagle wings


above it all Star River Milky Way breath

breathing cloud breath birthing


below it all


boat water birth canal


hand-held pouring water forth

two-person boat

heads streaming electricity

hand-held horns

rocking on water


the two of them

the multiplicity

waves and hands



II. Cloud Breath River

winds around sun and mountain

snow-fed rivers like hands are hands

holding, housing hand-held water boat

palms up issuing sun-life water colors

hands underneath the boat

part-boat, part of the boat

two faces, three lidded eyes

one-eye issuing water force

back in, or from water, all ways

house and mountain

forested and radiant and rocking dream-held



III. Green waterfall curtain

held back, pulled back,

eyes uncertain on right side

eyes, three of them open

three hands head river holding

planet held by an upper hand

waterfall a kind of vestment

green gown

red heart hand drawn

blood filled those same green

oxygenated and unclear and undefined


Jim Bodeen

11 May-14 June 2024





EVERYTHING IS A GREAT FAMILY TOGETHER

EVERYTHING IS A GREAT FAMILY TOGETHER


 






TEXT FOR STILL PICTURES


Graduation time and this year two of our grandchildren,

cousins of twin daughters, graduate. They’re 18.

Hamburgers on the grill. Back yard, family.

Sitting beneath shade trees in a garden.


A dozen years ago, Karen and I were on retreat

in the North Cascade mountains

in a former copper mine turned retreat center.

A blackout of news was suspended


with news of kindergarten children murdered

in their school at Sandy Hook. My wife

had recently made me a Pendleton vest

with Chief Joseph patterned fabric.


Brown, gold, I will fight no more forever.

On the boat ride out of the mountains,

we asked each other what we should do.

Karen would make a Chief Joseph vest


to fit the children from Sandy Hook,

lining it with their names. Our grandchildren

would wear it for them.. We had to see. During

its making, our youngest granddaughter


had tonsillitis, and spent the day with Grandma.

Our grandson would come from Karate, followed

by his cousin, who would come from dance lessons.

We made a movie that day trying to understand.


The kids read poems by Yeats and William Blake

sewn into vest pockets. Twelve years later,

it’s graduation day. There’s cake and poetry.

This is what it’s like.


Jim Bodeen

11 June 2024


MEDITATION ON VIOLENCE; KAREN BODEEN'S CHIEF JOSEPH VEST






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STEPPING OUT, A COMMENCING FOR KATIE

 

STEPPING OUT, A COMMENCING FOR KATIE


                   --Search into the inner-pattern of things:

                                 Isn’t it joy?

                        Tu Fu*


You text me with news of fresh limes

in ice water wondering what you might


call it. You can’t know what joy

this gives a grandfather watching you


walk into this unexplored world,

discovering image by image, your eyes


opening to yourself, refreshed

and astonished. I’ve been given


these gifts, too! Katie, you are

all dance and dharma, water


colors and paintbrush. You,

the camera and the shutter speed.


Aperture and depth of field.

You with the voice of many talents--


Yes, you have, this is you,

brave one before yourself,


--Oh, my gosh!



Love Grandpa

7 June 2024


*translation by David Hinton



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LOOKING INTO POOLED WATER AND THE HOME OF THE BIG FISH WHERE JOSH GOES

 















LOOKING INTO POOLED WATER 

AND THE HOME OF THE BIG FISH WHERE JOSH GOES 


                  ..why not

                  sink poems deep into Sun-Weave River,

                  talk things over?

                           Tu Fu, At Sky’s End


You give me clues to your nature

with each fish you release into wild


water, Josh. The character

you recognize in the fish


is what you seek to know in yourself.

You are one of the living creatures


inhabiting Turtle Island. Not all who seek

ever find themselves in water. Still,


these same ones, whether in neckties

or Carhartts, will call themselves


teachers, owners, executives. Ones

with savvy, like yourself and your buddies,


know what happens to fishermen

hanging their rods too close to Red’s


on the Yakima.. These books of poems

for your graduation, both by Gary Snyder, Listen!


Put the little one, Turtle Island,

in the glove box of your truck--


The big one, hard cover, carry it

to college and into the shop—it contains


everything that’s ever been written

about what’s wild.


Love you so much, Gpa


Jim 

7 June 2024








GATE, PATH, BOAT, CLOUD, BIRD

 












GATE, PATH, BOAT, CLOUD, BIRD 


                   Ten thousand boats

                   useless beneath the sky

                               Du Fu*


Robins in the Juneberries

fly wild between house and branch

using rooftop as a place to launch

at sunrise. Red berries

don’t stand a chance at burgundy


Blossoms from China Snow

hang heavy bending branches

over the street when I walk

through inside gate in North Park

pollen falling yellow

all over my hat, over brim

onto my eye brows

making me sneeze


Out back under paper birches

eating berries with milk

I look up when Karen comes out

walking with her eyes, and says,

It’s it's--I don’t know where to sit


Jim Bodeen

6 June 2024


*Answer to a Letter from my Brother about the Floods,

translated by David Young



TRANSPORTATION OF STONES











 TRANSPORTATION OF STONES


The red wheelbarrow

Rusting out on the cusp of

his 79th birthday


Jim Bodeen

3 June 2024