HARLEM RENAISSANCE STAMPS, GRANDCHILDREN, RE-OPEN THE STORY

FOR MY GRANDCHILDREN COMING OF AGE
IN THEIR TIME OF CIVIL RIGHTS

For K, J, L, B, S, J


This didn't start with stamps.
It goes way back.
Fragments
Trace Elements
poems

"All artists, if they are to survive, must tell the whole story."
James Baldwin
Nobody Knows My Name

When I get the blues
I listen to Miles Ahead
Don't take anybody else's James Baldwin,
read him yourself.
Recognize the voice of Bessie Smith
where ever you find yourself.
Gpa.





ONE DAY IN SCHOOL, YOU’LL NEED
TO MAKE A REPORT ON DR. MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR.


—for Josh and Katie
And for Sammie and Deanna
(who weren’t born yet.)

You can start to look at this book then.
You don’t have to read it.
Just look at a few pictures.
Read a couple of captions underneath

the photos that interest you.
You can make your report from looking
at the pictures. Ask your Mom & Dad
why these words, civil rights

are so important, still. Make them
give you a good answer, too.
You don’t have to read the book. Not yet.
You can take it to school, maybe,

to show your teacher and your friends
that your grandpa got you the biggest book
ever, on Dr. King. It’s good to ask questions:
Why did Grandpa get this book for me

when I was a baby? Who is Taylor Branch
who wrote my name in the book?
One day you’ll want to know what all this
has to do with you. Pick it up, then.

Look at the photo of Mrs. Rosa Parks,
and Bob Moses, too. Check their names
in the index. See those overalls he’s wearing?
You can tell your friends that was the uniform

of civil rights workers. You need to know
about Medgar Evars, too. You’ll know
when it’s time to pick up the book
and read it on your own. Nobody

will have to tell you. Dr. King
led the marches for freedom.
Young people just like yourselves
were warriors pushing him from behind.

One day you’ll need this story.
And one day the story will need you too.
This is a big book about freedom
That’s why Grandpa got you this book.


Love, Grandpa Jim
February 25, 2007


*





PUNCHING MY TICKET

            …but ferociously literate
            James Baldwin, Many Thousands Gone


Harlem Renaissance Stamps
arrive for my grandkids.
I'm carried away by the face
of Anne Spencer
and give away books I want back now,

books I've made ragged over 50 years.
It's the 4th of July during the American plague.
We're looking at polished stones
brought back from the beach
eating cherry pie, and I say,

Kate, those books, can I have one back?
The one with the names of poets
on the cover in green. I showed you
Mari Evans (There's plenty in there
to fill you up) and George Hector,

the emancipated turtle who talks--
Katie I wore that book out
but I'm still beginning,
James Baldwin was a preacher
at 14, your age, in Harlem,

Jimmy called Orilla Miller, Bill,
his teacher at P.S. 24. She took him
to plays. At Frederick Douglass
junior high his teacher was Countee Cullen,
To make a poet black and bid him sing!

He's got eight pages in that book.
OK. I'm talking too much,
will you get that book, now
that awful brain of God
calls up our memory again.

Jim Bodeen
7 July 2020



THREE CUPS, CREAM AND SUGAR
                for Gilbert Chandler
We watched Old Yakima
transform itself, and turning 80,
you become our premier elder-historian,
and I salute that, thanking you
for two cottonwood walking sticks
carved by you for Karen and I
during Covid-19 social-distancing.
We sit out back looking at the stick,
remembering river banks, walking
with old trees nobody notices.
Roman Numerals: MMXX.
Your knife. When I call and ask,
you say, Whittling on a stick.
We don't hardly have cream any more
but I smile when you say,
Cream and sugar, for coffee.
Thick cream, too, leftover from rhubarb
cobbler. Handing you the jam
we remember our mother's rhubarb
and weep openly. I hand you
Miles' Tribute to Jack Johnson
with two 25-minute songs:
Listen to the drums. 2020.
Black Lives Matter. Keep walking.
Pay attention to Yesternow.

Love, Jim
23 June 2020








The painter, Rex DeLoney

asks only one thing, 

gifting the painting: Make A Space

for A Love Supreme, for his John Coltrane:



PUSHING GRAVITY
            for Vance

Listening to Miles absorbing it all
and those voices, drinking Japanese tea
with roasted brown rice
text and notebook open to Huang Po
whoa, man, slow it down
that's why the notebook's open
those stars reflecting light
off my handlebars
as I circle the houses
in our tiny development

Jim
29 February 2020


POST CARD TO GWEN IFILL
% OF JUDY WOODRUFF IN THE NEWS ROOM
Good Morning Ms. Ifill from Yakima.
Out west we're all masked up. My cover
not very deep. I'm waving
your stamp all over the news room.
Judy's got color in her hair.
That took some time.
Yamiche in her shoes,
knowing yours.
This team.
William, Lisa Amna, Nick,
John, Jeffrey, David, Mark,
Amy, Tamara.
The others.
All have her back,
fighting over this one stamp.

Many thanks,
Jim Bodeen
11 June 2020


















READING LETTERS FROM THE VIET NAM WAR
FROM 50 YEARS AGO BETWEEN KAREN AND I,
I COME ACROSS THE LETTER TO KAREN, WRITTEN
THE DAY AFTER MARTIN LUTHER KING'S ASSASSINATION

Opening these letters I didn't know what I'd find.
This one, beginning 6 Apr 68, from a stenographer's
notebook, page torn from ring wire, inserted
upside down into typewriter, Hi love. Anything

here? I'm wondering, the date not triggering
the war mirroring ours, in America. I write
from the 85th Evacuation Hospital,
Qui Nhon, South China Sea: After Tet,

when we had our turn in Hell. Language
of the times, to Karen: ...terrible about
Martin Luther King. Last night I sat in
with four colored guys and on the radio

we listened to the eulogies and sorrow
expressed concerning the assassination.
These guys were hurt pretty hard and they
are not going to take it lying down. They

are young and militant and deserve
the rights that we have. They are going
to riot all over this summer. I don't know
how bad that it will be. I want you

to be very careful. We can do more
for civil rights by just being ourselves
to all of the people that we meet.
That's what the letter says. No changes

in spelling or punctuation. That's it.
Who I was at 22. In June, Bobby Kennedy
will be shot as we prepare to rotate home.
What's still to come

walking into November, 1967.
Not as many folks around as I ask
my question: Where were you in 1968?
Believe me, politicians emptying

the treasure chest for the powerful
know their numbers. So many touchstones.
I cite two every chance I get: Gary Snyder
in Mountains and Rivers Forever, this:

Then the white man will be gone.
His follow-up. White man is not
a racial designation, but a name
for a certain set of mind--when

we all become born-again natives
of Turtle Island. James Baldwin
before and after: No label, no slogan,
no skin color...The Price of the Ticket.

As long as you think you're white,
I'm going to be forced to think I'm black.
It is the unalterable truth. All men are brothers.
A painting of Coltrane hangs in my room,

inspired by A Love Supreme, painted
by the artist Rex DeLoney, given to me
when he went home to Little Rock.
A love supreme. Acknowledge it,

bright paint. When my friend dies,
what I send his son. When I'm alone,
what I listen to at night. Returning, then,
some of us didn't go back to that country.

Jim Bodeen
15 November 2017

























SAYING JUST THIS MUCH

After a late night with Turkish coffee
the poet looks into rhubarb cooking
on the stove. Wasn't me. I'm shelling
peanuts out back. For all my talk
of spring oolong, I'm closer
to Dostoevsky returning from curative
waters heading towards the roulette
table. Shade grown cherries
from Central America roasted
for caffeine's bitter salvation.
If I have to choose, belief, or truth
in all its empirical data, keep me
from all hints of what's useful--any
utilitarian angel. Wedded, I am,
to a different scroll.

Jim Bodeen
15 June 2020



OLD YAKIMA


            for Gilbert Chandler, 80

Just back from Detroit with a new camera,
talking to Gilbert, he says, I have an idea.
We'd go into six homes of the elders
and take some pictures. [We went
to 30 homes.] At the first house,
Gilbert says, Jim's going to take
some pictures and conduct some interviews.
[He hadn't said a word of this to me.]
With each family, someone would ask
where we'd been. Oh, you've been there?
Then tell us something we didn't hear
asking questions. Gilbert is old school.
He puts Black Yakima together like that,
through stories, weaving, what gets remembered.

            I love you so much, old friend.
            Jim
            9 August 2019





















CARAVAN FOR GIL CHANDLER

            "I felt this was coming."
                        John Coltrane

We were a caravan of two in your truck.
The stories were one story.
The one story was many.
Driving Yakima, tracing roots,
Ronald to Cle Elum
into the mines. Mining Cle Elum
to that train pulling out of Louisiana.
New starts as strike breakers.
This is Duke Ellington, 1936.
Juan Tizol with him. There were lyrics
but they were never sung.
Duke on piano, Harry Carney and Billy Taylor.
Taking off from Hollywood, Clifford Brown, Dizzie, Monk.
All the way to Marsalis and us, in Standard Time.

Gilbert. So the kids will know.
The Jazzopators--
Dat, dat, dat, dat, daaaah.
dat, dat, dat, dat, daaah.
Gil Chandler.

Long slow history gathering it up
while driving for the city,
where there were jobs. Getting to know
streets and alleys. Who lived where.
Who kept this. Who threw out that.
Who knew who and all the music
coming through you.

Dat, dat, dat, daaah.
dat, dat, dat, dat.

That, then. That now, Gil Chandler.

Mrs. Navada Spearman at 100.
Who knew. Who knows. Who remembers.
Our famous names. Old Yakima. So many.
Esther Huey. Esther and Gil. Historians.
Phil Pleasant's neckbones. His hugs.
Don't give me no handshake.
Roho Shinda. Roho means spirit. Shinda overcomes.
Tanzy and Audrey Livingston.
Tanzy's beautiful hands.

Bruce Carter, Betty Lou Harris, Dorothy Yates.

The caravan.
And all the pictures we took.
Tanzy was 84 that day.
You're 80 now.
Everybody's riding with you.
Your head turned, listening.
That story. Every name
with a place in your story.
The name in the story--
more important than pictures on walls.
We all want to ride with Gilbert.
That story's a song, a caravan,
and Gilbert, you're the Duke.

Jim
3 August 2019






THIS MORNING IN THE ORGANICS SECTION
OF ROSAUR'S TALKING WITH THE HUCKLEBERRY
LADY ABOUT DE-COLONIZING THE DIET,
THERE'S GILBERT WATCHING ME ASK QUESTIONS,
WAITING FOR ME, AND WAITING FOR ME TO FIND HIM;
HE'S GOT A HALF-CASE OF PEACHES IN HIS CART,
TOO MANY PEACHES BURIED UNDERNEATH
FRUIT COCKTAIL TO GET TO:

Jim, he says, Keep on churning until the butter comes.

Jim Bodeen and Gilbert Chandler
Old Friends, Collaborators in Local History
26 October 2019






NOTE TO JAMES BALDWIN FROM THE GARDEN ON SABOR

It never occurred to me to hear Jesus from a pew.
I heard the demand, what was said of my father.
No one saying, You are the salt of the earth.
No one saying, You are the light of the world.
My friends, God bless them, say, Jimmy,
did it ever occur to you, maybe you're not.
Friends laughing me to Jesus.

Your essays in a summer garden,
your biographer calling you, Jimmy.
We share the same initials. JB.
I savvy threshing crews in Dakota.
Don't know a thing about threshing floors.
You in Paris. Me and Mexico.
Not a word for sabor in English.

What I find everywhere in your essays.
Street food filling me. Real food.
You are the salt of the earth.
You are the light of the world.
For insisting you must be one seen.
Punching that ticket. In my poem,
that stone, me. My feet, that stone.

What I'm trying for. A kind of molé.
Chiles sliced thin into chocolate. Sabor.
Sauce all over my face. Finger food.
Note that won't settle, a letter.
This started years ago, finding now,
bought with pain, proved in testimony,
preached and promised in what's old,

your father's text, from the psalm,
How can I sing the Lord's song in a strange land?
137: 4. Our fathers not easy men.
I've only ever been forastero. Quién son:
Sal de la tierra. Luz del mundo
Cantando, insistiendo. My stunted maturity.
The wonder. So many, still reading.

Jim Bodeen
8 July 2020


SKY REACH
            for R.J.

Already a voice
from another room
talking off the page.
You were word booked,
already inaccessible
and I was just back
from war in Asia
listening for what
sounded like music.

You're here
not here, like Catullus
in love,
Coltrane
with the horn
in his mouth.

Come by to visit
knocking on the door
3 am, Kierkegaard
showing me
eagle claw
around your neck
midnight sundance
rib cuts

Asking around
any who might remember
something, anything,
say
you can't be reached

*

Fore word, after word
looking back to feel it going on going

jazz riff

Stepping ahead to feel, then king down came, solitary move.

Jim Bodeen
12 July 2020













LOOKING AT THE ANNE SPENCER FOREVER STAMP

ONE OF FOUR HARLEM RENAISSANCE PORTRAITS,

A LETTER, WHILE READING HER POEMS

DURING THE SUMMER OF HER STAMP: 2020

 

Dear Mrs. Spencer,

 

Paths in your garden cover you like a shawl.

Forever is more than a stamp, Mrs. Spencer.

Marked, a vow, another word for Heaven.

The company you keep. Dr. W.E.B. Dubois.

Your chapter of the NAACP.

Those in the room listening to you read poems.

I've not found your recorded voice,

but from my garden, I'm looking into yours.

This stamp, with your portrait in light,

eyes coming from shadow marks

in tree pathways, full sun

on nose and cheeks to chin

contrasted red lips dappled in shade

bringing out the certain particulars in your poems.

Not quite a full smile. A golden leaf

illustrating your left cheek,

a full curl of your hair on the right side

of your forehead. I gave my grand daughter

your poems in Negro Poetry, and had

to go online to locate Letter to My Sister,

 

Paths in your garden wind into Edankraal.

Ed and Anne gathered, corralled.

Radically open conversation in time, just now--

Just now. Another one. Another.

From your one-room garden studio,

bringing the world to your side.

 

Your garden's been rebuilt.

I write you from a stone garden in Yakima.

Ancient river stones, carved by water,

altar-elevated, where I listen from.

 

This morning, riding my bicycle,

I'm thinking of you again,

again in your garden, imagining

you greeting others who garden,

who write poems, who build conversations

surrounded by flowers. The justness

of talk, surprises of who shows up

even danger in safe places.

 

What is sorrow but tenderness now.

Your garden is Gethsemane for others, too.

Your grace for us in your poems.

Sitting on a stone under a Japanese Maple

I imagine myself quiet on a side path, listening

as people wonder if perhaps you're greeting today.

Yusef Komunyakaa has been here.

Your garden, now a public trust.

Your poems on cards. Yusef brought

Ota Benga, from the equatorial forests

near Kasai River. Yusef freed him

in a poem, and the two of you sit together,

enduring. A pound of salt and bolt of cloth

quilted and beauty-stained.

You are holding Ota Benga in your arms

which are the eternal and forever lines of Yusef's poem.

You live in a garden where all gets said

each knowing all the other brings and holds.

 

Jim Bodeen

June-August 2020

 












SHE HAD TOLD THE WRONG MAN

AND SHE WAS THE BEAUTIFUL WOMAN

ON THE HARLEM RENAISSANCE STAMP:

A NOVELIST, HER NAME IS NELLA LARSEN

 

Quicksand beauty describes herself

and she's with Langston, too,

and Langston knows, yes he does, Langston knows.

She is the book woman

in a black church listening

to the white preacher.

She is quicksand, not liked

because she can't conform.

Even her lover distances himself.

And she does like the feel of silk on skin.

 

The one who has no home knows

and carries dark threads

in the soiled fabric as traceable shops.

Whirling leaves twisting during worship

and she can hear the tom-toms

if she can't see them. Give it up.

Gave it up. It would be useless

to tell and to tell is the cost of assurance.

Calm, cool girl bearing the courageous,

a beginning in luster itself.

Isn't she the dancing unicorn.

 

Larsen watches because she can

what's going on and how to see it

She participates, but she's outside of all

even entertained

she could be lost or saved

any moment failing to obliterate

glamour entices beyond alcohol

left with civility's hangover

hanging on to things and travel

hadn't it been enough of too much

One who knows quicksand

retains the sound of sea in her ear

O Pregnancy! O Pastoral Mercies!

 

(Please God, release her from the smells of the kitchen.)

 

(From cleaning house.)

 

O Sabioah!

 

(Spell her!) (Spell her!)

 

Past pleasant life gone

 

Reverend Mr. Pleasant Green!

 

She took it all the way until she could say

I have ruined my life to kingdom come

and into the next of all beyond

ruined my beauty too to come home to you

Not to be born, not to be carried

Not again no not no

born again for me

 

She had she had she had

told it to the wrong man

 

In passing the outward appearance

is noted on the envelope

it could have been in the travel

the envelope itself never opened

 

Jim Bodeen

24-31 July 2020

 


































ARTURO SCHOMBURG CREATES THE WORD AFROBORINQUENO:
NOTES FOR HIS HARLEM RENAISSANCE STAMP--
HE SAYS, DIG UNDER THAT SPOT*

Arturo Schomburg

A collector
His teacher said, no history, no achievements.
That teacher gave him his mission.
Arro-Latinx historian

Schomburg
bibliophile and collector
advocated for Puerto Rican independence,
namesake of New York Public Library's
Schomburg Center for Research in Black Culture in Harlem,
vital repository of global Black cultural history

Historian, writer, activist,
African, German descent,
born 1874 San Juan Puerto Rico--died 1938, Brooklyn
Afro-Latin American, Afro-American warrior

Afroborinqueno

Created word
His word, artifacts

His words, here:

History must preserve
what slavery took away
What is luxury
for others, necessary
Here is the evidence
Here was Phyllis Wheatley
her poem of 1767
addressing students of Harvard
Certain chapters of history
will have to be re-opened
Their brilliant offensive
History cannot be written
with bias or counter-bias
Less of the sand of controversy
and more of the dust of digging
a racial motive remains
compatible with science
A reclaimed background
History yields for him
values that this treasured past                              
of any people affords

Came to NY in 1891
buried in Cypress Hills Cemetery, NY

ADDENDUM

Schomburg wrote,
Is Hayti Decadent?
wrote about poet Gabriel de la Concepcion Valdez
Established: Negro Society for Historical Research in 1911
Pres American Negro Academy, co-edited Encyclopedia of the Colored Race.

"The Negro Digs Up His Past" 1925
*"So the Negro historian today digs under the spot where his predecessor stood and argued."

Jim Bodeen, philatelist researcher
June-July, 2020




























AFTER WRITING A LETTER TO A FRIEND

I put Alain Locke's commemorative stamp
on the envelope. Sartorial one, dressed to go out,
elegant messenger of letters,
Dean of the Harlem Renaissance.

I am not a race problem.
I am Alain LeRoy Locke.
First African-American Rhodes Scholar.
Art must discover and reveal the beauty
which prejudice and caricature have overlaid.

Supporter of Zora Neale Hurston.
(With a new story in this month's Harper's.)
Proudly pagan, Baha'i Faith.

Elusive on the stamp,
900-page biography sparks no fire
ernest abundance remembers,
…dance is the cradle of Negro music--

I get nothing until I remember Langston.

Walls of achievement eclipsing the inside man.
Not so much interested in mentoring the women.
What is happening to others is happening to you.
What Baldwin calls darkness full of sorrow.

Weary blues and Langston Hughes

Alain LeRoy Locke on a Forever stamp.
On its way to meet my friend.
Love story of how a story opens.
All this traveling to be a man.

Jim Bodeen
25 June--20 July 2020

A NOD TOWARDS KEN BLACKERBY

ON THE JAMES WRIGHT RIVER

WRITING POEMS DURING A PROPHETIC TIME

 

Right about the time my son

discovered alcohol he brought home

a dog named Trouble. At the time

John Lewis was the furthest man

from my mind. Young men

like their music loud.

There's always an adult in the room,

even at SNCC headquarters

back in the day. Tone it down,

John. How could one know

that dog would be good trouble?

How could we know what

was still to come would require

sobriety none of us believed in or imagined.

 

Jim Bodeen

4 August 2020

 

 SUITE FOR ANTHONY HEILBUT


1. FOR ANGELS STANDING AT THE FOUR CORNERS

“For me, that includes the many millions of ruined gay lives…”
      --Anthony Heilbut, Harper’s Magazine, February, 2017

I’m not spread across four States
hands in Colorado and New Mexico
with feet next door in Arizona and Utah.
No angel, either. Eyes strapped
to John on Patmos. I saw this,
reading the story in Harper’s.
I saw thisThe number
that no man could number.
Revelations 7:9. Black gay corpses
outnumbering four thousand lynchings.
Let me try this in Spanish: Era
tan grande que nadie podía contarla.
Suffering in the pew comes down to this.
I saw this number.



II. ON THE IMMORTALITY OF THOMAS A. DORSEY

These songs, Downward Road, Creep Along Moses,
didn't come to me through car radio,
but the counsel in the North Dakota living room
before television. Not these songs exactly,
Tennessee Ernie Ford and Sons of the Pioneers.
My friend's Mom dies at 97, and I turn to Mavis Staples.
I'm trying to cross the Red Sea myself,
As is my habit, I'm walking the other way.
Still trying to have one more word with Pharaoh.
Precious Lord enters me before memory.
Tommy Dorsey was a trombone player.
I'm halfway through my life before I know.
When I hear who he was, what he lost,
who could I turn to but his song?


III. DOORWAY INTO THE DREAMING

Completing the unfinished
circle arriving at the sound
present from the start,
can it be remembered
how the story was read
that first time, catching on
by fragments in the middle,
dozing, then waking,
magazine still in hand,
asking, How did I get here?

Finding then the many rivers
and the long pull through January
cold with more snow
more shoveling,
and the always present,
and the always present,
hidden layer of ice,

snow, like waves,
drifting beyond the yard
entering the senses
and all the songs
for grandchildren,
all that traveling on skis
into the wilderness
to preserve their imaginations,
and the music-filled meantime drives,
into the mountain drives, new sounds
herring-bone steps into snow pleasure
snow cover, not snow cover-up
out of the suburbs of America.


IV. TOWARDS THE SURFACE

It coincided.
It did. It began
as coincidence,
social work,

and the burr
burrowing under the skin
all of it coming back
looking for all intents
and purposes
like anger


V. VERIFICATION

Re-reading, finding
the verse in Revelations,
after the fact. Fact-first,
in greater number
than the hangings,
the number that cannot
be counted, not connecting,
not yet, epiphany
like a tic in someone's breathing
as terror returns,
the revelation,
number that cannot
be counted, Biblical,
Revelations 7: 9,
that no man can count,
still not hearing it,
no man,
in the title,
not seeing it.


VI. AND THEN THE WORK, AND THE READING,
THE ALL AVAILABLE ACCESSIBLE MOUNTAIN,
GOSPEL ALWAYS PROCLAIMS GOOD NEWS

Where is God? I can't tell you
the El Salvadoran priest says,
but I can tell you this,
Not in the Empire. Holy smokes,

that this should surface
at a time like this, closing
The Gospel Sound:
Good News and Bad Times,

singing behind the beat.
First asking Karen,
How do you talk about back beat?
trying to understand how one sings

behind the beat. Are they the same?
Asking without a word of warning.


VII.  LETTER TO ANTHONY HEILBUT
INTERRUPTED CALL AND RESPONSE,
BEGINNINGS IN NOTEBOOK AND BOOK MARGINS
AFTER FIFTY YEARS OF LISTENING

Wheat still lodged itself in Jean pockets
from North Dakota when we found ourselves
in Seattle during the 50s. I was ten,
strange to every boy on the block,
selling brooms made by the blind.
Last night, reading in bed,
trying to get through The Gospel Life
after spending a back-and-forth afternoon
between your book and YouTube,
time collapsing. Gospel is
the music of grownups...bad times
will come in new ways. Thanks.
And thanks to Harper's.
To your covers all around.
At the paper shack down the street
from our house, smoking,
before starting our routes, an older brother of a friend,
played us the new song, What'd I say?
He was in Demolay. Some of these guys
might have made it to Harvard.
They were never spoken of where I came from.
Now 15, without a license, downtown Seattle,
alone in Birdland, I hear Ray Charles.
I see him.
He carries me through high school,
Modern Sounds in Country Music.
a working boy. The Elvis Christmas Album
with Precious Lord, I Believe, and.......

When I'd knew your story was calling the shots
I order the Dorsey songs, Gospel Sounds,
this time a man in his 70s,
and your big book on eros, literature and Thomas Mann.
20+some years ago at Garrett Seminary
reading the Hebrew Bible, I needed that Joseph story.
In Yakima we're part of the immigrant community,
but gospel flows through the Yakima River, too.
(Oleta Adams comes from the city school where I worked.
A sophomore girl came into class early each week
and sang My Eyes Are on the Sparrow for me,
because I was her teacher. If I learned late,
I knew early I was a blessed man.)
This morning, I too, spend a weekend with the Campbells--
thanks--and finish with your story on Aretha
from five years ago. By applying her ancestors'
sensibility to the American Songbook--
You're a churchwrecker yourself, Anhony Heilbut.

50 years ago this month, Army Sergeant in Panama,
I receive orders for Viet Nam. Med Evac.                        
In the summer of love, Karen and I spend a month
listening to Van Morrison, the Brown-Eyed Girl.
85th Evac Hospital, Qui Nhon, below Da Nang
on the South China Sea. We send all those kids home.
Tet started in January and lasted until
bombing stopped in July. All that music.
Enough about me. A few more things
about song and witness.
A few things about your Thomas Mann.


VIII. AFTER COMING HOME FROM THE BONSAI MEETING
DIPPING THE BUCKET INTO THE BIG BOOK

"Gypsies, Hungarians, prostitutes, homosexuals, vagrants, and exiles--in many cultures, these appellations are coterminous: any reader of Mann knows that these men are his brothers."
            Thomas Mann, Eros & Literature, Anthony Heilbut

Now that that's out of the way.

Sunny with a breeze, Wind picks up
driving me to another part of the yard.
Back from the mountain, mountain-held,
pruners in my hand,  holster
buckled on my belt. Add children

to that list up top. And old people.
C.S. Lewis reappears arguing with Eliot.
Midnight and moonlight made for other worlds.
Sehnuscht leaves the artist exhausted, disgraced.
He can never enjoy his passions.

Nothing cryptic about erectile tissue.
Never made it through Magic Mountain.
Music in the mail. Where is the music coming from?
Back from bonsai, Japanese black pine potted.
Fingers trace literature's roots in akadama .

Flattened by numbers that can't be counted.

Decades ago Jean Burden insisting,
the poet crosses the abyss without a net.
Here you name the surface.
Surface is abyss.
Only that which exhausts us.

I didn't make it through Magic Mountain
but I read every page of Eros and Literature.


Jim Bodeen
9 February, March, 7 April 2017


FOR ANGELS STANDING AT THE FOUR CORNERS

“For me, that includes the many millions of ruined gay lives…”
     --Anthony Heilbut, Harper’s Magazine, February, 2017

I’m not spread across four States
hands in Colorado and New Mexico
with feet next door in Arizona and Utah.
No angel, either. Eyes strapped
to John on Patmos. I saw this,
reading the story in Harper’s.
I saw thisThe number
that no man could number.
Revelations 7:9. Black gay corpses
outnumbering four thousand lynchings.
Let me try this in Spanish: Era
tan grande que nadie podía contarla.
Suffering in the pew comes down to here.
I saw this number.

Jim Bodeen 
26 February 2017


AFTER SNAPPING THE PICTURE
WITH MY CELL-PHONE CAMERA

It made me cry, that photo. Skiing
on my mountain. My country
on overloaded time. Image
arriving through song.

The child's plastic bag
of gold fish crackers. Her cousin
taking the toy black spider
from her parka pocket.

My grandchildren at lunch
in the lodge, seated at pine table
full of sunshine. Me, looking
at the match-book-sized paper

in my writing,
I am hiding behind children,
using them as shields.
Black spider on top of the crackers--

a piece of paper scribbled with words.
I snap the picture. On skis,
on my mountain. Over-loaded,
I become other to myself.

Jim Bodeen
23 February 2017


WELCOME BACK

When calls began arriving,
men angry and women traumatized,
I found myself first engaged,
then immersed. Sometime later

I knew I had been here before.
Belief within me, the letter
triggers the poem going beyond.
Called out by God or natural forces,
undetected and undetonated
bombs hidden in my brain
exploding. When I recovered,
cleared by modern medicine,
[And the Machi in Chile reading urine],
I was left with no filters.
Some of the blindness mine.
30 years ago. 50 years ago.
The Again and again of it.
That became the journey,
walking into Safeway,
overheard comments in pews.

Arrival of the autocratic state
slides in with a sigh of relief
in the community. You can
hear people say,
from this election: Now
can we have some rest?
Can we just move on? First as question,
repeating itself as imperative,
Just move on, already!

People leaving fingerprints everywhere.
Would I still drink from the common cup?
I remember Christians returning
to the tiny cups in droves
during the height of the Aids epidemic.
Did I have anything in common
with the faithful? I know how you vote.

You've been fingerprinted by your coffee group.
Your doctor files your medical records.
Everyone in the choir knows who's giving blow jobs.
Where did you put your Constitution?

Living the unfiltered life returns.
I recognize it in the young, going active,
for the first time in their lives.
Robert Moses walking through Africa after SNCC.
Start the poetry now. Crazy Horse dressed
in clothes made in China.

            Anyway,
What a word, that. Anyway
you can. Make that way.
Make a way any way you can,

Way Maker.

Jim Bodeen
25 February 2017

*

FROM THE BOB MOSES POEMS

 

Walking the living room,

I know, I've been here before.

Walking the yard, watching

buds burst in dis-belief--

bonsai firs, collected

from the wild. But back

to Bob Moses. In 1976,

he returned to the States

after ten years in exile.

Work built around voting,

not sit-ins. Robert Parris

when his name set fires.

Jesus of the whole project.

The tree planted by water.

Your 8th grade algebra teacher.

 

Jim Bodeen

12 April 2017

 *



BEGIN AGAIN, HE SAYS, IN THE AFTER TIME

                Begin Again: James Baldwin's America

                And Its Urgent Lessons For Our Own

                --Eddie S. Glaude Jr.

 

Backward letters on a shower curtain

tells a story about asylum seekers,

scheduled deportation flights,

No Están Solo, no you're not--

No We're Not. Here's a post card

poem written to a Poetry Pole,

hand-stamped at the post office,

Professor Glaude, grateful for your all,

how much do I love what you say

about Coltrane's Pursuance,

your insight a sustaining epiphany.

A love supreme. Racial philanthropists,

Ouch! No name connecting

with Emerson. But what

a way to Whitman! The After Times.

Your walk to the abyss

into yourself. Your Dad,

thanks again, road trip

in and out of Montgomery.

Lucky students facing courage.

Highway 65. Jimmy was right.

The evasion, the evasion.

This note before ICE flight

witness, Yakima, 60 minutes.

 

Jim Bodeen

31 July--8 September 2020

 

 

*

BELATED THANK YOU LETTER TO W.E.B. DUBOIS

WHILE READING THE LIBRARY OF AMERICA EDITION,  DUBOIS: WRITINGS,

THE  SUPPRESSION OF THE AFRICAN SLAVE TRADE,

THE SOULS OF BLACK FOLK, DUSK OF DAWN & ESSAYS,

AFTER 25 MAY 2020[i], AND THROUGH SUMMER AND FALL OF 2020

High in the tower where I sit above the loud complaining of the human sea, I know many souls that toss and whirl and pass, none there are that intrigue me more than the Souls of White Folk. Of them I am singularly clairvoyant. I see in and through them…Not as a foreigner do I come, for I am native…I see these souls undressed and from the back and side. I see the working of their entrails. I know their thoughts and they know that I know.

            W.E.B. DuBois, The Souls of White Folk, Darkwater, 1920

Leaving, then, the world of the white man, I have stepped within the Veil, raising it that you may view faintly its deeper recesses,--the meaning of its religion, the passion of its human sorrow, and the struggle of its greater souls…Before each chapter…stands a bar of the Sorrow Songs,--some echo of haunting melody from the only American music which welled up from black souls in the dark past. And, finally, need I add that I who speak here am bone of the bone and flesh of the flesh of them that live within the Veil?

            W.E.B. DuBois, The Souls of Black Folk, Atlanta, Ga., Feb 1, 1903

Dear Dr. DuBois,

Anne Spencer’s on the new Harlem Renaissance stamp! I don’t need to be stepping on flowers in her garden at the reception, but can’t stop imagining the look on your face receiving the mail with her smile on the envelope. I’d love to find a photo of you from her writing cottage, Edankraal, listening to her poems. The price of stamps has gone up. You’re on two already. The Postal Service issued a 29-cent DuBois stamp in 1992 as part of its Black Heritage Series; and again in 1997, unveiling, (their word, they know not what they say) a 32-cent stamp honoring you as a civil rights pioneer. You’re sitting with your typewriter. You never went empty. Thank you for every word. Commemorative Stamps inspire, Dr. DuBois, but my hope in this letter is to say something of what Souls of Black Folk has meant to me over the past 50 years (I’m 75), and not write about stamps, wonderful as they are, and now here I am standing before the Post Office—O!—

 

Dr. DuBois, we’re in such a—


  Nothing’s unveiled. Nothing. The veil.

  Republicans are pulling out sorting machines at the post office,

  Suppressing ballots not slavery, the election in six days.

  Mailing ballots clogged, grinds each woman and man.

  I used to teach, have a classroom.

  The fly. Souls of white folk.

  Atlanta and the 100 hills.

  Your chronology and the dizziness it brings.

  I didn’t want to talk about Washington,

  Your well-known prophesies.

  What, in God’s name, am I on earth for?[ii]

  Not Dudley Randall’s poem carrying me decades

  None of the indelible beauty.

  This is a war cry, warrior DuBois,

   And you are the word behind

   Black Lives Matter.

 *

If I had a classroom today,

All my students would you write letters.

We’d start with the post office, telling you everything.

They told us to get out with our masks.

The poem in the garden, the chronology From here.

A new saint your way. George Floyd, Look for him.

You taught us caste too. Isabel Wilkerson

Took off with it: Caste of Our Discontent.

Another of your words making a comeback.

 *

In the Vice-Presidential Debate

Between Democratic Senator Kamala Harris

And Vice-President Mike Pence,

(Kamala graduated from Howard),

A fly lands on the Vice-President’s head

And he doesn’t brush it off.

Call this Parable of the Fly Reborn.

I am underlining again reading (Yes I am!)

Souls of Black Folk, and that fly

Kept us going for a week.

A little blue fly is trying to cross the yawning keyhole.

Oh Bishop Onderdonk![iii] You too live again!—thriving

In the well-tempered skin of Mike Pence. 

Shoo fly, shoe fly, feelers in his clipped protestant hair.

Have they all felt their Valley of Humiliation?

Your Alexander Crummell lives where he stands

Refusing entry under such terms.

Souls of Black Folk. But beautiful.

How laughter is food from Jesus.

 *

Your long walk, your steady resistance,

Warns against word count and remembrance,

Requiring a march and not a parade,

Your breath planting free schools,

Your pen insistent, praising Freedmen’s Bureau,

Naming Edmund Ware, Samuel Armstrong,

So much faith in men! Unwritten history.

This one, Dr. DuBois:

I taught school in the hills of Tennessee.

Out of Fisk, beginning the hunt for a school—

Got a teacher? Yes. So I walked on and on—

Horses were expensive. You found one.

You stayed in homes longing to know,

Knowing doubts of old folks.

Your two years in country schools

Makes Robert Moses[iv] possible,

Puts algebra alongside the vote.

*

Sorrow songs rise above all defining prayer.

Most beautiful expression of human experience.

It takes courage to leave the porch

And if you want to ride with our teacher

            the Jim Crow door’s open.

 *

Born in 1868, you start high school in 1880,

Become a saint at 95, a citizen of Ghana. 

In 1963. I am 17, hearing your name for the first time.

Your Library of America writings count 1334 pages.

This letter. You’re not laughing in your essays,

But what on earth is whiteness that one should desire it?

Suppression returns. Your early call for suppression of slave trade.

Today it’s suppression of the vote and we follow you,

 And it shall mean the triumph

Of the good, the beautiful and the true.

 *

Two friends here, Gilbert and Phil[v] won’t let me close

With a handshake. Dr. Dubois, we’ve been socially distanced

By another plague, and give air-hugs and elbow bumps.

I’m reading about your grandson, Arthur McFarlane II.

He’s got his own Ph.D in public health.

I’m looking at the picture of the two of you.

You’re 90. He’s two months.

 *

Your birthday party in New York,

You’re guest of honor. Your grandson’s given your words,

You will soon learn, my dear young man…

That famous one addressed to you, ending,

Learn what you want to do, how you are fit to do it…

And Sharee Silerio lives with history, too,

Writes in THE Root how your grandson works

To re-distribute what’s here, with homelessness, food insecurity.

Here’s more. He knows your talented tenth.

…those ten were supposed to be of service to the people,

…that piece of the puzzle is what I’ve taken

As being my part keeping grandpa’s legacy alive.

I think that a big part of how I became myself.

People relate to his double consciousness,

To what grandpa says.

 *

Writing to grandkids. What else to do?

Your grandson finds his voice in you.

Hand carrying letters, walking.


Jim Bodeen

Storypath/Cuentocamino

Yakima, WA

October, 2020


[i] George Floyd is murdered in Minneapolis by a policeman on this day.

[ii] DuBois, citing Alexander Crummell, who refused the veil, writing in Souls of Black Folk.

[iii] See Chapter XII, Souls of Black Folk, Of Alexander Crummell.

[iv] Robert Moses went on to teach Algebra in the South, insisting on quality education for Black students.

[v] Gilbert Chandler & Phil Pleasant, Yakima. Chandler took me into Black Ancestors to document their stories. Phil was famous for neckbones and his mantra, Don’t give me no handshake!

*

THE SINGING CARPENTER

 

            for the students of A.C. Davis High School

                And the children of Pastor Everhart

 

    Baptist preacher who lifted my voice

    Pastor John Edward Everhart, 79,

    Yakima, where he sang to us each year

    During Black History Month

    transitioned to the welcoming arms

    of the Lord our God on March 28, 2020.

 

We’d take our classes to the auditorium

Where he was backed by angels—

The Aeolian Choire and he’s talk to us,

Tell us his story, tell us

How it was—he finished

High school in the army—

Chaplain’s assistant, 20 —

Served in Vietnam—we

Never talked about it—and

How it is, too—he’d be preaching

To us, really, Texas born,

Married in North Carolina,

And then, my God! How

He did it, he’d be right there

In between talk and song

Maybe the change in mid-word,

Harmonies—by the time he hit

Liberty it was there,

High as the listening skies,  

The Aeolians would kick in,

Beckoning with their arms,

More than two decades

We did this, there was a piano

Too, where would it come from,

And drums, Full of the faith,

Full of the hope, and we

Wouldn’t get every word

But carried by students next to us

Even in the balcony, where the air

Was thin, everybody singing—

Thy hand true, true to our native land

He came from Mt. Hope,

He came from Pilgrim’s Rest,

He came to us all of us

Young and young again

In the public city school

Where his children

Would hear their father sing

 

Jim Bodeen

20 November 2020

 *

A SUITE FOR JAMES WELDON JOHNSON

BY JIM BODEEN

SUMMER AND FALL, 2020

  

There is a wide, wide wonder in it all

James Weldon Johnson

 

—But…beautiful, like kissed tears, she said…

 

But if I could tell you, you’d listen?

 Geoff Dyer

 

FROM TUESDAY TO TUESDAY, NOVEMBER, 2020,

AND FROM SUNDAY TO SUNDAY, TOO,

FROM THE WRITINGS OF JAMES WELDON JOHNSON,

BY WAY OF ACKNOWLEDGING HIS WAVING FORWARD WORD

 

And for poets from Phyllis Wheatley to Joshua Henry Jones, Jr.,

All included in The Book of American Negro Poetry,

Edited by James Weldon Johnson, 1922

 

 

Six feet from Woodrow Wilson,

James Weldon Johnson, a portrait study

Looking for awareness, Looking

For traces of Corporal Baltimore,

 

Social distancing we’d call it, today,

Our pandemic-plague-time veiled.

Along this way, but beautiful.

Lift every voice, and sing—

 

You and your brother riffing

Anecdotes. Anonymous.

Entering the culture from this

Side to save one’s own skin—

 

Aframerican hope. This, the laundry

Bag where I keep my notebook

In the Pullman car, my artist-friend’s

Dad with his eye-out on the dream

 

Train. So many anthologies now,

Thick, burdensome, I count three essential:

Yours from 1922, Bontemps’ American Negro Poetry,

1963—and one come later, in-between,

 

Michael Harper’s—Michaeltree Songline

Pedigree family-blues poet’s 200 Years—

Vision, struggle, power, beauty & triumph,

With Anthony Walton. Quatrains full

 

With digression, errantry, broken away,

Pull of Black poets, follow-me-prophetic

Jesus-like. From origins, soul-making.

Walkabout like this. Your anthology first,

 

But I came of age (coming home from war),

Finding you inside Bontemps’ who opens

His books with you: O Black and Unknown Bards:

How came your lips to touch the sacred fire?

 

‘Wide wonder in it all’—alongside

Go Down Death (A Funeral Sermon)—

Death didn’t frighten Sister Caroline

Bontemps (along with music) would carry,

 

Direct me, over four decades.

Your inclusion of Paul Lawrence Dunbar,

Jump back, honey, jump back.—poor

Was the loan—go forth, Claude McKay says,

 

Black of that Black land where black deeds are done—

Anne Spencer, now on a new American stamp,

a quivering female thing/gesturing assignations

And young Fenton Johnson’s Children of the Sun—

 

Weaving, waiting, reared, embossed—in splendor—

His nouns and verbs living still under your cover.

Mine, a thank you crossing 100 years of living poems.

Hand carried from Johnson, Harper, Bontemps,

 

Breathing, turning poisoned air to oxygen.

Your book carried us, lifted us, like the hymn

You and your brother J. Rosamond Johnson

Created from anecdote, pressured by time.

 

*

WHEN I WAS NO LONGER WHO I WAS

 

            1 September 1961—Moore Theater—Seattle

                        RAY CHARLES

 

I got my driver’s license the day

I turned 16 on the 9th of August—

But I wasn’t at the Moore—I found

The Eagles Ballroom at 7th and Union

The night before—

It was a dance, a dance hall, and I was all eyes—     

Knowing about it before I knew what it was

The only living boy from Dakota in the room

Unsure of the clutch in my father’s Plymouth

Never having been alone on Seattle’s

Downtown streets stopped

At a red light pointed at the moon

I wouldn’t know it then

Did I see the song or hear it

What’d I say I wouldn’t

Know it but I had found it

—this  way—

And found myself in the song

And the song was a poem

And you don’t know me

Poem and song the same thing

And it would be enough and deeper

And more true and coming from proof

In my scrapbooks precursors

It brings a tear clutch and double clutch

Careless love you don’t know the one

And what was so clear

And laid out before me would never

Veer this straight swing home

 

Jim Bodeen

30 November—7 December 2020

*

THE SINGING CARPENTER

      —for the students of A.C. Davis High School

                And the children of Pastor Everhart

 

    Baptist preacher who lifted us

    My voice and yours,

    Pastor John Edward Everhart, 79,

    Yakima, where he sang to us each year

    During Black History Month

    Transitioned to the welcoming arms

    Of the Lord our God on March 28, 2020.

 

We’d take our classes to the auditorium

Where he was backed by angels—

The Aeolian Choir and he’d talk to us,

Tell us his story, tell us

How it was—he finished

High school in the army—

Chaplain’s assistant, 20 —

Served in Vietnam—we

Never talked about it—and

How it is, too—he’d be preaching

To us, really, Texas born,

Married in North Carolina,

And then, my God! How

He did it, he’d be right there

In between talk and song

Maybe the change in mid-word,

Harmonies—by the time he hit

Liberty it was there,

High as the listening skies

The Aeolians would kick in,

Beckoning with their arms,

More than two decades

We did this, there was a piano

Too, where would it come from,

And drums, Full of the faith,

Full of the hope, and we

Wouldn’t get every word

But carried by students next to us

Even in the balcony, where the air

Was thin, everybody singing—

Thy hand true, true to our native land

He came from Mt. Hope,

He came from Pilgrim’s Rest,

He came to us all of us

Young and young again

In the public city school

Where his children

Would hear their father sing

 

Jim Bodeen

20 November 2020

 

*

—BUT BEFORE THEN,

a poor town boy

from the country of wheat fields

closer to Canada

than the United States of America

his parents left the wheat fields

and the grain elevator

staying close to railroad tracks

to the West Coast and city life

 

the time of Elvis Presley

he’s carrying newspapers

a 14-year old paper boy

on his bicycle—it’s as simple

as this—he hears

the music of Ray Charles

 

Before they left the country

He listened to baseball game

With his mother

In the farm kitchen

From baseball cards

He knew Mickey Mantle

And Willie Mays

He knew what was happening

From these cards

He knew Elston Howard


*

 

Where the bright gleam of our bright star is cast—

This, that day of collapsing distance

With President Wilson—Fighting

Southern oligarchy, for national citizenship

 

With deep distrust of Wilson in 1916.

1917 comes to East St. Louis and Houston.

Speaking to Wilson against shooting

And lynching, after writing about the baby

 

Baptized in gasoline, who has a word

For you, elected NAACP Secretary

Standing to speak? 13 new NAACP

Branches, 1917 horrors destroying

 

What can be remembered in time.

Corporal Charles Baltimore of the 24th Infantry

Going to check on Alonso Edwards,

Black soldier who was pistol-whipped

 

And arrested, after coming to the rescue

Of a Black woman pulled into the street

In her nightgown while her five children watch.

Leader of 10,000 people Silent March--

 

Newspapers show and tell of the lynching

And Private Frank Johnson breaking into gospel,

Lord, I’m coming home, 12 other soldiers joined

In song. In East St. Louis, white mobs massacre

 

Blacks protesting black workers from the South

Taking industrial jobs from them. 27 murders found,

Houses, bodies, neighborhood burned—this is the news

On the 4th of July, 1917. Jim Crow Justice.

 

*

 

We come as a delegation from the New York Branch

Of the National Association for the Advancement of Colored People,

Johnson says to President Wilson, standing, And now,

Mr. President, we would not let this opportunity pass…

 

*

100 YEARS OF A SOUL-MAKING CHAIN

                For B.G, exhortation, & the critical moment

 

Three anthologies

Linking each other threaded

Dark duende matter

 

Sounding soul singing

Johnson-Harper-Bontemps

Dry paper ink breath

 

1917

Soldiers in East St. Louis

Six feet chain-distanced

 

A murmuration

Confuse predators, stay warm

Dry streams declaring

 

Jim

 

*

The Book of American Negro Poetry

Come to us in a mean time—1922—

1922—Thanking you at Thanksgiving,

Mr. Johnson, 100 years later. You’ve been

 

Working with NAACP and Congress

For three years on the Anti-Lynching Bill,

The Dyer bill, finally passed by House

In 1922—Senators will filibuster,

 

But the poems, still in print—

I’m reading now A Song of Thanks,

By Edward Smyth Jones,

For the pumpkin sweet and the yellow yam

 

For the corn and beans and the sugared ham—

Jones lives too in the Index of Authors, telling

How he walked 100s of miles from the South

To Harvard, arrested for vagrancy. His poem,

 

Harvard Square gets him out of jail. So it is,

With poems, Mr. Johnson, this book in my hands.

The anti-lynching bill will be looked at again.

It, too, well, another poem, George Marion McClellon’s

 

Feet of Judas, reminds, Christ washed Judas’ feet.

Some things you don’t know about your work:

Library of America, 2004, your work, 1000 pages,

Paper like silk, bound on boards, wrapped in cloth,

 

Richly maroon, and boxed, matching sewn ribbon

For marking pages. But beautiful. If I underline?

If I write in margins, I deface a treasure. You write

On page 615 when Jack Johnson defeats Jeffries.

 

*

 

NOT UNTIL I’M 75 YEARS OLD DO I READ

THE AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF AN EX-COLORED MAN

IN A SINGLE AFTERNOON, TELLING MY WIFE AT DINNER,

 

Karen, I’ve known about this book since high school,

But never read it. Listen. I take notes from first sentence,

...in writing the following pages I am divulging

The great secret of my life. The second paragraph

 

Reveals the regret in the book’s last paragraph.

Of course I read it next. Beginning again, his mother’s

Arms hold him, he becomes a solitary. He turns in

The wrong notebook in school…a book that cleared

 

The whole mystery…and who is this father? She’ll…

Someday…—and while I’m reading,

           

            My brother calls, He’s just seen

            This movie, a message of hope,

            David Byrnes’ American Utopia,

            Every song better than the last,

            If you need hope, especially

            The last one, a protest,

            Say her name

            Say his name

            Spike Lee directs

            We’re burning down the house

            Byrnes says and this

            This is a connection

            To the other side.

            It’s a young singer,

                              Janelle Monáe

            Hell you, Talmbaud,

            Her chant, chanting

            Names of Black Americans

            Killed by police and vigilantes,

            From 2015—anthemic—your tocaya

            In our time—Wondaland arts, Afro

            Futurist, asking listeners to record

            Personal versions—Say her name—

            Tagline on truth—voices cracking

            The popping sounds

of technology and pistol

 

  He added,

‘of course, you could go any place in the city,

 

they wouldn’t know you from white.’

Our author Learning language rolling cigars

Learning to speak by speaking.

Where vocabulary comes from.

 

One day his mother called him home.

This is your father. He promises a gift.

It’s a piano and you’ll never see him again.

But now you can talk to your mother,

 

And like Baldwin, you’ll get to Paris.

You’ll sit in a theatre watching Faust

Looking at a woman, imagining.

She’s young, beautiful, with her parents,

 

You’re there by accident looking

At her father, seeing, now, he’s yours’,

Too, this man you’ve seen once in your life.

Nothing is acknowledged.--

 

Another friend calls

Reading Yeats—

Turn to The Tower,

Last section, beginning,

Now I shall make my soul…

Yeats is an old man

My friend tightens down the poem

Like he did with Williams’

Red Wheelbarrow

Deleting ‘so much depends’

Now only this

Now I shall make my soul

However you make it

Repeating again, however

 

                        I would tell Karen

The story of the reading of this book

Reading it as James Weldon Johnson’s

Autobiography, misreading, because

 

I’d not known—published anonymously,

I’d not read enough—and I’d wake her

That night in bed, saying, I had it wrong,

The I in the story, it wasn’t Johnson,

           

It’s a book of fiction. Published that way.

And I got pulled in. Oh, man. This book.

Johnson knows the slave songs. It shows

In every piece of his work—James Weldon Johnson.

 

*

PLAY IT FORWARD, PLAY IT BACK,

FURTHERANCE—THIS LETTER,

DEAR MR. JAMES WELDON JOHNSON,

% OF WRITINGS, LIBRARY OF AMERICA

 

Your editorials from The New York Age:

Do You Read Negro Papers?

President Wilson’s “New Freedom” and the Negro,

Calibre Statesmen, Uncle Tom’s Cabin

 

And the Clansman, The Passing of Jack Johnson,

A Trap, “The Poor White Musician”,

Stranger Than Fiction, Saluting the Flag,

Responsibilities and Opportunities

 

Of the Colored Ministry, Under the Dome of the Capitol,

The Silent Parade, An Army with Banners,

Experienced Men Wanted, “Why Should a Negro Fight?”,

“Negro” With a Big “N”, Protesting Women and the War,

 

The Japanese Question in California,

The “Jim Crow” Car in Congress,

A Real Poet—Mr. Johnson, I’m stopping

Here—but beautiful--…there are, of course,…

 

Great poets that blaze out brightest…

These four great religious leaders…

All great ethical poets…Buddha,

Confucius, Christ and Mohammed…

 

Peaks of …genius of the races

That produced them…limited to

Oriental races. America

And the 2020 elections. I’m here,

 

Now. Me, thanking you for NAACP,

America has been saved by Black voters again.

A President whose name, We cannot say,

Has been ousted. Van Jones, Black voice,

 

It’s easier to be a parent this morning,

Kamala Harris, Howard University,

Dressed in a 2-piece pant suit,

Cream-colored blouse, our Vice-President—

 

Lift every voice and sing.

We’re singing, Mr. Johnson,

Just after Thanksgiving, we’re singing

In the midst of a new plague,

 

Singing through a poisonous time.

Walter Mosley, mystery writer, Black,

Receiving the national award for

We, the people, who are darker than blue,

 

I write you from Yakima, Washington,

Authenticated by Black writers, reading Cervantes,

almost done, this last redeeming note:

unnamed President protesting Detroit votes

 

that threw him out, files lawsuit.

NAACP Legal Defense Fund files

Federal lawsuit on behalf of Michigan

Voters, accusing him of violating

 

Voting Rights Act. Sherrilyn Ifill,

President and Director, Counsel of NAACP

Legal Defense Fund—cousin of Gwen Ifill,

(now with you), living on the page

 

And a new Commemorative Stamp,

The one on this letter, hand-cancelled,

Connects directly to you through one

Thurgood Marshall. I’m writing

 

From bed, after waking Karen,

My wife, to tell her about this lawsuit.

It’s Come Sunday here, Sunday Morning,

It’s dark, but the morning, and your words,

 

POST SCRIPT—BUT BEAUTIFUL

 

Access and other sources: Gilbert Chandler, Geoff Dyer,


READING AUDRE LORD AT THE HONDA DEALERSHIP


--I want to de-clutter the womb

Audre Lorde


My little Honda fit needs an oil change

and a tire rotation, while you’re coming at me

from all sides in good company—poets,

but old friends and a granddaughter! I’ve found


a corner cubicle with bottled water

away from breaking lug nuts free, back

from Frye Museum in Seattle where

Anastacia-Renee, built you a pulpit


surrounding her House of Lorde.

Red walls, red ceiling, red pulpit.

In addition, she boxed your books

in glass. Distance alters our perception,


radically, you tell the women in Berlin.

The sad privilege of travel. You’re talking about

timber in the voices of women who have

not been heard, asking to be dazzled


with color. Arriving like this,

the automatic door goes up

and I arrive at my appointment

with the nose of the car at 4 pm


as the clock turns to 4:01. Women

in South Africa. Let’s start there.

They lower their voices

wanting to talk about rent.


Nimble tongues one of your

take-aways. They’re asking you

to take their words to bed with you,

to write them a poem. You say,


I’m the President. You say,

Nobody can say a thing about

our being lesbian, because

I’m president now. Audre Lorde,


my friend writes. I’m still reading.

Some words are open, you write

in “Coal”, I am black because

I come from the earth’s inside.


It’s later now, and some parts

of your life have settled so words surface.

Absorption easier. We’re all shoreline

people it seems, mother’s milk


a survival weapon to cherish.

We’ve seen love vanish.

...and there are tapes to prove it.

I’m 75. A grandfather. Neither have I


been able to touch the destruction

within me. My granddaughter

searches for other images of beauty,

and we start with museums:


We are walking with God.

We insist God be with us at our side.

Ask about Inheritance, your question:

Who were you outside the 23d Psalm?


Jim Bodeen

27 April—3 May 2021


 

Jim Bodeen

29 November 2020

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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