FEATHERED LETTERS CROSSING WATER


Post Card to Paul Kingsworth
From Yakima, After reading Savage Gods

Two books, three readers. Salty
ones, older than Yeats
in the schoolroom, underlining
what they, too, consider
savage, they too, restless
in divine mix. One,
the jeweler, at the time
halfway through Horizon,
Lopez—he’s at Pearl Harbor
With his grandson, silent.
Sacred Hoop work. Barry’s
Copy driven by his find,
What he sees in you, writ large.
Barry’s a poet, writing fiction.
The jeweler sculptures the night sky.
Me? I love best your take
On Kavanagh, read through
The night. I’ve just written
To another there, Glenn Jordan,
Who I heard here, Crooked Shore.
Jordan knows borders, crossings,
Your generation, like you,
Beyond time and place.
All best, Jim

Sometime in October, 2019


La Sal Es Buena


La Vigilancia del Esclavo

Wash my eyes
Wash a pot
soaking last night
in soapy water
Eat a saltine cracker
Come una galleta

La sal es buena
La biblioteca tiene dos libros para mi
Bultmann's John, De-Colonize Your Diet
Alabaré, alabaré
Pués se se vuelve insípida,
¿Como recuperará el sabor?

Jim Bodeen
29 October 2019

Crooked Shore: Jordan, Kavanagh, and Kingsnorth


LETTER TO GLENN JORDAN, PUBLIC THEOLOGIAN,
FROM THE FRONT PORCH TO THE PITCH AT MY GRANDDAUGHTER’S
SATURDAY MORNING SOCCER GAME

            …You don’t know what I believe.
            Glenn Jordan

Deciding response, heart-remains. Crux of it all.
Cold, looking into the sun, flipping pages from Kavanagh,
it’s not only the bank saying, No wind; 12-year old girls
wear uniforms, look sharp, and last night, last light,
wind blowing the ref’s whistle. Would that his whistle
would end this. I’m open to every idea that fits into the regime.

Oh, leading editor, sing us into The Christmas Murmurs.
This Saturday morning, Glenn Jordan, your take
on David’s grandmother Ruth, re-opens the Bible.
Thank you for this, for your love of Springsteen, nodding
to all singers who call their mothers daily, any
who buy Mom a used car or bus. I carry my notes

and listen to your voice. Chance brings me here,
granted access from the notebook’s privilege,
a border crossing with savage gods.
A young English novelist moves his family to Ireland
to learn to live like Kavanagh. To write,
My purpose in life was to have no purpose.

Paul Kingsnorth’s working definition for words,
that might carry us through the abyss. My friend
Barry brings them, a poet. The two of us sit
on the front porch, books read and underlined,
Barry goes first: this business of silence, its purpose—
Just shut up. True self, unconscious mind, sentence itself.

Working back, way back, as Van sings.
Barry and I—44 years of these mornings. Sacred
Hoops. Each stop in Kingsnorth, a river stone
for crossing water. Water and fire. Crossing back.
Words in triage. Savage gods. Kavanagh and Yeats
coming into our talk with Joyce  Silence. Exile. Cunning.

What we share. Clay is the word and clay is the flesh.
I tell Barry about Glenn Jordan at Holden. Morning after
all-night read of The Sacred Hunger. Patrick Maguire.  
He could not walk the easy road to destiny.
Not just potatoes. Gratified desire. Courage.
And he knows that his own heart is calling his mother a liar.

Watching wrecking balls take out respectability from doorways.
post dated cheque of the Holy Ghost, Patrick Kavanagh—
Have you read him? You ask. Glenn Jordan and Paul Kingsnorth
cross on my front porch. Psalter in a man’s hand
coming up the walk. Ruth crossing with her mother-in-law.
How things happen, just being here.

It’s a crooked shore, here, too. God of lost photos,
You led me to Judith’s door. For the lost ones restored
In your love, is not my call, or mine to know.
You grant me permission to continue walking.
Cheering these girls from the sidelines,
may there be sufficient Green Cards for all.

Jim Bodeen
28-30 September 2019


DE-COLONIZING THE DIET


THIS MORNING IN THE ORGANICS SECTION
OF ROSAUR'S TALKING WITH THE HUCKLEBERRY
LADY ABOUT DE-COLONIZING THE DIET,
THERE'S GILBERT WATCHING ME ASK QUESTIONS,
WAITING FOR ME, AND WAITING FOR ME TO FIND HIM;
HE'S GOT A HALF-CASE OF PEACHES IN HIS CART,
TOO MANY PEACHES BURIED UNDERNEATH
FRUIT COCKTAIL TO GET TO:

Jim, he says, Keep on churning until the butter comes.

Jim Bodeen and Gilbert Chandler
Old Friends, Collaborators in Local History
26 October 2019

Yakima October Team


















OCTOBER POST CARD TO THE YAKS

Chalk lines on Yakima grass.
New beginnings for each. Coach, players.
Small towns, mountains. Far away and close.
Hawaii and Alaska. Forest fires.
Here to play ball. Adopting each other.
Being. Longing. Belonging.
To this idea. Gloves line up
in solidarity, a promise
to each other to be a team.
Power, belonging, freedom and fun.
Making plays. Going to class.
Creative with the strike zone and books.
Writing post cards, sometimes to ourselves.
Writing home. Being here. Making contact.

Jim Bodeen
14 October 2019

A POEM FOR THE BASEBALL COACH

Hey, brother, it's October,
you're putting a team together,
starting over in October. It's what
you do, how you love the game,
what you give to it. Being present
for each pitch. Standing in the box.
Being ready, and then, just being.
What's new? You, like baseball,
always new. No time clock to this game.
Being real for seven innings.
Is that even possible? So complete
one can never get it all said,
in a single game, season, life time.
Being your brother one more day.

Jim
14 October 2019

YAKS ARE HERD ANIMALS, HALEY,

Welcome to the team. They're domesticated,
but wild. Essential ingredients for any fast-pitch  team.
They survive and flourish by staying together,
protect each other in cold weather. They
can take it. They're going to need your help.
You're here, like they are, to belong.
Wednesday is October Celebration Day.
The day the team says, We belong to each other.
This is the day we choose to be one team.
This is what adoption means.
Funny things will happen. You gotta laugh.
Some days your sister will touch every base,
twice. Some days, she'll strike out swinging.
They need you, you all need each other.

Jim Bodeen
14 October 2019









TUESDAY MORNING PRACTICE

















TUESDAY MORNING PRACTICE

begins in the gratitude notebook
followed by Shade-grown ground coffee,
Greek Yogurt with Blueberries.
The letter to Kevin, more monthly
than Tuesday, goes back twenty years.
Six minutes from the airport
I'm early. Leave the motor running
listening to Arvo Pärt's Tabula Rasa.
Tuesdays the plane comes in.
Swift Air ICE Flight. Buses,
usually two, arrive from Tacoma
Detention facility carrying
undocumented immigrants.
A small group gathers
from here and there to witness.

Our photographer sets up his tripod
in the corner, giving him the closest look.
He tells me he's been reading
American colonial history,
Washington, Jefferson, Hamilton.
Washington was kind of a host
for what was happening, he says.
I've just started Barry Lopez' Horizon
who begins his prologue with his grandson
at Pearl Harbor. Lopez and I
are the same age. Karen's, too.
They were born in the first week
of January, 1945. Another friend,
Catholic, back from Faith and Justice
workshop in Seattle meets
Sister Norma Pimentel, MJ,
who directs Catholic Charities
of the Rio Grande Valley.
Humanitarian Respite Center
responding to asylum seekers
from Central America. An artist
she paints a Honduran family
in pastels, Tomasito, for Pope Francis.
Those nuns, she says, the bishops
let them have the floor and talk!
She's fed 150,000 people.

Like I said, I'm six minutes
from the airport, but today
Ellensburg and Tri-Cities have driven here.
Walla Walla brings people twice a month.
Yakima's YIRN leader has a long history
working in human trafficking. We talk
about abrecaminos in Mexico--
Malinche,1529; Guadalupe 12 years later;
Sor Juana 1651, dressed as man,
hombres necio. What other country
can name three women this famous this early?
Another companion tells about
Joanna Macy at Upaya, in her 90s now,
urging us, Don't be afraid of the anguish
because these responses arise
from the depth of your caring.
I'd never heard of her until this morning.
An ambulance from AMR pulls
next to the Air Rescue NW plane
carrying a man with head and neck secured
loading him on to the plane.
Detainees unload from the buses
and board the Swift Air jet
as ICE flight witnesses hold
their banner, No estan solo,
You're not alone.

Barry Lopez was 68 at Pearl Harbor
with his grandson. Six years ago.
He remembers a glass of lemonade,
a woman's elegant dive in a hotel pool.
What will happen to us? He asks.
The photographer asks who
would like to blow the whistle.
A whistle blower? There's a word
in Spanish for banging pots at protests.
I'll bring it, he says. As I get in my car
I remember Kevin asking about
Tim O'Brien, the Viet Nam vet.
I'd forgotten to respond in my letter.
I have the new Scenic River stamps
that runs through Kevin's place
in Sun River. I'll write another letter.
I stop at Jones' Fruit Stand,
pick out a grand Blue Hubbard Squash.
My mother-in-law makes pumpkin pie
from these, she says. And these?
The Cashew Green Striped Mexican.
This is a Sweet Meat, for pies.
I'll take these two, I say.
Do you make a lot of pies? she asks.
I don't know what to say.
These squash. So beautiful.

Jim Bodeen

22 October 2019



But if the dozing hadn't arrived!


201019
            0530 hours

Pour out shade-starved coffee
on Japanese Black Pine
brew fresh Craven-roasted
Earth and Sky
slice one piece of barley bread
butter and honey lost
without Karen
Bread of Life
four days far-threading without
I come to nothing
bread Jesus ate
picking up songlines
talking and eating his way
songline within songline
reading into it
until dozing
open this
put it down
Jesus dreaming
chewing the bread
barley good map
almost 9
now vacuum wash dishes

211019
            0600 hours

playing with flavor
surface-ball sabor
savoring don't know how
this tiny soft-covered
note-catcher dreams
the overtaking
the daily notebook
energy draw lining here
a follow-track
Babette's Feast too
Jesus Bread dipping
into Turtle Soup
bread in the songline
coffee in the cup
ask Bruce Chatwin

…but if I were asked
'What is big brain for?'
…for singing our way
through the wilderness'

Barley residue in my mouth
baked barley flour
fill the cup
wash it out
taste it twice
watch tiny black pines
come from soil
in small pot
Imagine 500 years
from now maybe
someone will

Pine Tree Mary
Forest Spirit
not only a mountain
a race of spirit
cow tail under skirt

rub the stone
thumb following songline
worth repeating
as one walks
walking it out
through stoneway
a walk back
walk back

Jim Bodeen
20-21 October 2019

All You Gotta Do Is Ring The Bell




GRANDCHILDREN'S VOLLEYBALL

Driving dreaming tribal lands
into strand-songs with Machi's map
my grand daughter wears number 44
All of this after pruning
Little Cherry Twist from the inside
delighting in the opening
a porch room opens for light
before leaves fall
            Karen raises her camera
to take a photo of her daughter's
daughter who sees her waving
her off no photos before this
a post office run--mail stop
two post cards witnessing
waving between chain link
fences and detainees
boarding for deportation
a cloth painted sign cards
stamped each with a different
commemorative
                        TWO CARDS
with the same poem honoring
eyes alerting a nation
weighed sanctity weighted
joy before warming blankets
soothing medicine in five cards
a kind of hand-stamped potlatch
one-of-a-kind originals
fragile, resilient
                        like these junior
high school girls rough
beautiful songs tough enough
on a bus ride representing
all of them looking like the world
before the world one I know
looking like the ones
boarding the plane in chains

Jim Bodeen
9-18 October 2019

AROUND MIDNIGHT


AROUND MIDNIGHT

      --for Karen

Almost in disbelief, I open
to a new page in the notebook,
write the time turning on the light.
Karen sleeping, the humidifier,
it's not on. I get out of bed
to fill it, but where did I put
Rukeyser's poems before
falling asleep? Asking myself
as I get back into bed. Karen's
breathing stops me. The familiar,
but odd, sound. A kind of puffing,
her lips opening as she exhales.
I reach over, touching her arm,
Hmmm, she says, while I caress
her arm. Take a couple deep breaths,
OK? She nods. I've turned
the humidifier on. It's working.
It is the sound in the bedroom.
At some point, I become aware
of the notebook in my hand,
I've fallen asleep,
and the pen, held as if ready,
or perhaps, waiting, as if
I didn't know I'd fallen asleep
myself. I put the pen
inside the notebook, turn
out the light, listening to Karen
breathing with the humidifier.
The flow of the day returns
through her, the one who
gives me means, all that means.
When that happens everything
surfacing disappears. The humidifier
returns to the yard sale it came from.
I am in bed with Karen's breathing,
being quieted, lulled back
into myself, able in this dark.

Jim Bodeen
8-12 October 2019

how, in the dreaming


COLD COFFEE WITH SCOTLAND
            for Joan Fiset & Noah Saterstrom

how, in mid-sentence the ship
and the water waving, still in the dreamtime,
wonder and waves. How I was held
in the poems, in the color-coordinated paint--
how lovely in a contact sheet.
How confident in the unsaid.
It's not over our heads at all,
these finished fragments,
resolved and complete. How it
is, in weather. Bothered by indistinct
faces, we are bothered by them,
so direct and in our face.
Tone touched painter and poet.
Absorbed and direct.

Jim Bodeen
7-8 October 2019


OCTOBER LINKS


*

Gobi-Rattler Room
Cold coffee from yesterday
Drinking what was lost

*

Three eggs in batter
12 grains absorb gold custard
French Toast from Dave's Bread

Jim Bodeen
2 October/6 October 2019

RE-CALLING (CALLING) JOHN CLARE


WHAT JOHN CLARE SAYS ABOUT PRAYER

            He'll not despise their prayers though mute,
            but still regard the destitute.
                        John Clare

Walk into kitchen in the dark,
morning, (after kicking the vacuum

I'd left in the hall), (Why didn't I
turn on the light) before turning

(What is it about this darkness),
to any light, and there,

on the counter island
the poem from yesterday

for the woman dressed
in red, hooded black, I read

it through, while eating
saltine cracker (light

I can eat), left out
from last night, she

is so beautiful waving
at deportees, music in her arms

Jim Bodeen
4 October 2019

HIGH HOLY DAYS IN OUR TOWN




















HIGH HOLY DAYS IN OUR TOWN

Red cape against chain-link fence,
hooded black cowl underneath
extending with arms waving
to those boarding Swift Air,
men and women
ankle-chained, chains around waists
and hands, ICE agents
monitoring deportation
from our small city airport.

The red-caped woman wears clothing
suitable for solemn celebration
of high holy days of medieval Christendom.
Another woman at her side blows a whistle.
There is a man with a camera.
Count to three.
When the whistle blows, the deportees
look this way. The man with the camera
photographs each person,
and the woman clothed in vestments, waves.

These are solitaries, but they are not alone.

Jim Bodeen
3 October 2019

O GOD OF SORROW AND STEEL


OCTOBER PRAYER

O God of Sorrow and Steel,
My God, God of Jesus
and God of my North Dakota Childhood,
You know me like you know my music,
I am never in doubt. You know,

God  of the Blues Sung Slow,
My God, God of Salvation in the Blues,
my tendencies in the music store
run steel deep into sorrow,
You know how I found You
early and stayed, a person
my age, ambitious in foolishness,
always auditioning, before You
again and again in the Notebook
and in the Mail, You are,
You, God of Commemorative Stamps,
God of my country's sorrow,
God of Sorrow and Steel,
You contain my tears, with me in my weeping,
You do not, I do not hear You, You, God,
No voice of yours stops in my morning prayers

Jim Bodeen
2 October 2019



EQUINOX TUNDRA TRAIL



















SONG OF JEREMIAH AT EQUINOX

Low sun, bleached grasses, fog.
Fresh snow on the mountain.

Equinox and what it brings
the mountain and the mail,

former student four decades
past, poet then and now,

bicycling with Roy Acuff
and the white speckled bird

from even further back.
Food and the mail, walking

tundra to Third Burroughs
trail taken from the map

enhancing intimacy,
burrowing, mountain

here and gone
and back again

that fast, a week into
what can't be grasped.

Did your childhood God
give you a Bible verse?

With mine, Ephesians 4:16,
it brought me so far

(but don't get above your raisin')
and multiplied like loaves

into a card game containing
the Ace of Clubs. Confronted

with holding or folding
I wrapped them for the vicar

as a gift. Without confession
or instruction, free-bird

flying. Young people
wound in chains

of sorrow and steel
boarding Swift Air.

Jim Bodeen
20 September-1 October 2019